...............

"i wish u all the happiness the world can give...
may u be blessed with good fortunes
rezeki yg melimpah
sehat sejahtera..
gembira selalu...
disamping mereka2, insan2, sahabat2 dan kawan yang menyayangi diri u
dan disayangi oleh diri u..."

Aku tak pastu dengan keikhlasan ayat2 diatas...

Namun, aku dapat menghidu ke"sarkastik"annya.

Dia berhak nak kata apa saja.

Sebab aku pengkhianat cinta.

Aku rindu dia.

Itu saja.

Bersama bukan sehari dua. Bukan mudah nak lupa dan ubah semua dalam sekelip mata.

Walaupun itu adalah kehendak aku semuanya.

Mari harungi hari2 akan datang.

Rindu itu ku semat ke rusuk hati.

Airmata bagai tak tertahan2.

Teringat nolstagia lalu bagai skrin dimata hati.

Cerita dulu tak sama cerita sekarang.

Bayarlah dengan apa yang telah dicagarkan.

Hidup lah dengan kekuatan.

Menanti cahaya masa hadapan.

*aku-perempuan yang tak brapa baik itu*

Rindu

I am pathetically missing him this morning.

I cried and I still missing him.

It was really bad.

I feel so down

After what we went through together.

This is the end of it.

I am the one who should be blamed for.

Why am I still missing him?

Gile kan?

I am the one who make the decision.

and sometimes I do regret.

but sometimes I just ignore it.

The feeling is so strong.

and I am missing him till now...

However, there is nothing that I can do..

=(

Mood moooood Mooooooooooooood

Takde mood.

Sangat serious.

Rasa nak balik tidur.

Serious hilang mood.

Macam hampeh je rasa.

Nak period dah agaknya ni..

Susah jadi perempuan.

Mood kat sana sini. mengada2!

Jom balik!

Bye.

Stop

I couldn't let it flow..

I couldn't even let it go..

I couldn't control it.

I couldn't understand it.

I couldn't dream of it..

I couldn't let my emotion follows the feelings.

There are no "we"

There is only "me"

I miss that person.

But I just have to stop - coz I saw the sign that

It will not go anywhere.

Keep the feelings even it will killing me inside.

Sad- isn't?

We are not more than just "friends"

Pathetic.

Stop.

Thank you.

=)