Work

Today, we having a Xmas party at the office.

So, I have decided not to do any work for the entire 8 hrs in the ofc.

But still I'm doing some work.

Heh.

Please blame the weather.

Its not even sunny and not even rainy.

I called it " the Christmas weather"

Its cold even outsider the office.

I am missing to write something here.

Its just a lot of things are not "share-able"

Therefore, I am finally talking to certain people who understands my situation.

What I could say now is-

I am being more lazy..lazy..and lazy.

Everyone is on the hols mood.

I can't be in that mood since I still have thousands and one things to settle.

Yet, I am still lazy.

But my boss just handing something to me.

Work..

Thats about it.

Haiiyooohhh..

What's bothering me now?

At this time - Exactly 2.45 pm on 20th Dec 2010 is:

My weight.

Gaining weight is something that I am not proud of.

Really.

Consider yourself as fat- is not cool at all.

Hating your own body- is needed due to certain time.

Well.

Eating no rice is a must.

Starting from today.

Nonsense ramble.

I don’t know what to feel.

I am sick of doing this

I can’t stand all this.

I am tired

Mind, body and soul.

I would like to run.

Run from all the nonsense.

Well,

I am praying for the best thing to happen to me.

I don’t have a plan.

Not even any.

I am just forcing myself to follow and go through what will be arrived in my life.

I made THOUSANDS of terrible and stupid mistakes in my life.

Every now and then..

I’m blaming myself for being THAT stupid.

I don’t know what to do now.

Just sit, pray, hope and wait.

There wouldn't be any chance for me anymore to make things right again.

True.

That is the fact.

1 Disember

Tahun lepas

1 December 2009

aku sedang berhorey-horey di Langkawi.

1st day of LIMA 2009 was one of the best moment in my working experience.

Tahun ni

1 December 2010

aku masih juga berhorey-horey di Kuala Lumpur

Bekerja di agensi pengiklanan yang mana aku ada kawan-kawan yang menyeronokkan.

Walaupun tak seseronok dulu.

Tapi tetap rasa gembira.

Lain tempat lain cara

Lain cara Lain rasa.

Alhamdulillah.

Terima kasih tuhan atas nikmatnya.

*Hati makin kecik. Migraine datang menyerang da 2-3 hari ni dengan teruk sangat.Tapi masih mampu ketawa berdekah-dekah*

=)