Monday, October 15, 2012

Hello October!

One surgery, 2 days in hospital, few follow-up appointments with the doctor and many physiotherapy session doesn't make me down all time.(sometimes)
I didn't even tell anybody except family about it until I was discharged from hospital. Admitted - alone.
Just because I didn't anyone to come to visit and make a big fuss of it.. Its just a surgery.. hand surgery. :)
Besides my slip disc, the doctor discover that my nerve is almost disconnected. My small little right finger. That is the finger which been slashed during the mugged incident 2 years ago.

Two disease which is not related to each other came into my life at the same time.
4 days after the surgery, I came back to work during MC. Finishing off the workload and few events, I only finishing off my real MC in JB on the last week.

September has taught me well.
Patient is no longer here with me.
I burst the anger without realizing it. Bad.
Emotionally drown just because for few weeks I can only use one hand to eat, drive and live!
Living as a human with temporarily disability made me wonder how beautiful life is.
I still can laugh, go out  meeting friends and go to the office as usual.
I refuse to feel sick most of the time since I do not want to be labelled as a sick person.

Continuing my physiotherapy for my lil finger, I will undergo another surgery early next month.
This time around, I decided to tell everyone I know.
The laser slip disc surgery. Quite serious, isnt? Hahaha.

Two days after my 27th birthday, I'll be admitted in Pantai..(yet again)
PHKL has been my 2nd home since 2 months ago. Impressive? Haha..
Two areas in the hospital- Spine and Joint Centre also Micro Surgery Hand Centre can be considered as the most places that I've visited  other than my home and workplace.
The nurses and doctors are great. They treated me like a friend -not a patient since I always tell them- 
My name is Alia and dont refer me as "patient". :)
Furthermore, the service are excellent and of course, it worth every amount that youve paid.
Honestly - this sickness made me broke :/ LOL.

I am ok. Always try to tell myself that Im not sick.
When you are sick, there are two things left...which is your mindset to toughen your spirit and more money!
Seriously, sympathy doesn't pay your hospital bills and money has a very huge advantage on this.:)

:) Hello October!


Monday, September 17, 2012

September's Rambling

This is September Sick for me.
I'm not complaining..yet blaming anyone or anything regarding the sickness..
For me..Its a challenge given by Him.
Even sometimes, I am getting sick of swallowing too many pills everyday..or taking the hospital's elevator up and down for the physiotherapy treatment and appointment with the doctor since early of the month.

I could still laugh happily and taking it lightly..
I don't know why I am not been bothered much with this sickness..
I was given more than 10 days of hospitalisation medical home leaves and yet.. I was at the office everyday(average 4 hours per day)...
Work is my life..
I believed that is the only life that excites me every single day.

Pathetic? Nope.
If you are in my condition..your job is the greatest distraction- in order for you not to be sad and mourned about your health..

I know I could take care of myself.
This Cervical Disc Herniation is not the reason for me to feel disable..
I rather not to over thinking about it.

Well, September also brings good news to my surroundings.
It shows clearly that it is a month of Love!
Some of friends are receiving a good news on their love life!
It means more weddings and more babies next year.
I am happy for them..and I always pray for them to be continuously happy and success!

Anyway, this month made me realised few right decision I've made in the past is the best so far. :) I also decided on few other related personal recently..

Still, happiness comes from within.
2 weeks more to October 2012 and I still have not getting my motorbike's license. Pffftttt!

And....I think today is the least blue-est Monday so far for everyone since it is a replacement public holiday in conjunction of Malaysia Day celebration yesterday.

Happy belated Malaysia Day! :)



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Monday, September 10, 2012

131

Seratus Tiga Puluh Satu hari tanpa nasi.
Rindu sangat tau.

Aku lupa macammana rasa nasi.
Tapi aku rindu.
Tahan punya tahan..Macam tak percaya dah lebih 100 hari tak makan nasi.

Tak dapat nak digambarkan perasaan rindunya nak makan nasi.
Pengorbanan yang rasanya berbaloi sebab dalam gambar dah nampak kurus.
LOL!

Pujian harus diberikan untuk diri sendiri sebab mampu menahan nafsu serakah terhadap nasi..
Aiming for 200 days..soon!

I wish I have the same courage to restrain myself from smoking.
Blerghhhh.... -_-"

*1st day in the office after long MC. Drowsy- still. T__T

Diri sendiri jatuh cinta tengok gambar ni. Camne? ;/ Vain pot betul!

Friday, September 7, 2012

September and SD

I'm welcoming this disease into my life in early September 2012.

4 days of hospitalization medical home leave with 3 times physiotherapy session. I hope I'll be ok soon. The incident that happened 2 yrs ago is part of the reason why I am having this disease now. I can use my right hand again after a week! Yay! But still, the lenguh and I have to use the neck braces most of the time. Looking forward to the office next week! Even I am still doing work at home during the MC, I guess- working in the office is much different that typing at home. :)
Have a lovely weekend, people! Hope you have better life and stop complaining too much. =D