Friday, October 21, 2022

Content. Grateful. Comfort

Hello. 

It's Friday. Another long weekend for Malaysia!

I found my own blog page while searching for my own name. What a bizarre thing to do at work while conducting research for work. lol. 😂

Hey, in 13 days I will be 37 years old!

Now how do I feel? Mixed emotions!

Why?

I never feel my 37 years. I constantly imagine myself to be 24 years old. lol.

(However, I might grow to be 29 this year.)

You you aware of how 37 normally appears? lol. I can promise you that I do not resemble the normal 37-year-old mum.

Well, these are how I'm feeling right now..

No 1. Content.

I've been happy with who I am and what I have for the past two years of my life. I do not pursue. I attract. I'll give the essential things in my life right now top priority. So stop worrying about little things. I believe that my mental health is improved by this conduct and outlook.

No 2. Grateful.

Seeing my son's face when I first wake up in the morning makes me feel blessed. Alhamdulillah, Ya Allah. The finest sensation imaginable.

One of my coworkers told me about this trick.

"You should feel thankful every morning when you first open your eyes. Why? since you are still alive!"

Exactly right. There is still time to make your life the way you want it to be while you are still living. We do that because we are human. We make plans, put in our best effort, ask God for success, and we shall succeed.

No 3. Comfort

I haven't felt this comfortable with myself in a very long time. Every time I go, I feel unfit and uncomfortable, which isn't the finest feeling in the world.

But I do think that as we get older, we learn to accept all of our shortcomings and focus on the positive aspects of ourselves.

God certainly does miracles. Anywhere I go, I feel at ease in my own skin, and I enjoy every small victory. even the smallest.

I don't pay attention to the doubters any longer.. Lantaklah korang nak cakap apa, janji tak kacau korang 😋

Anyway..

Being 37 makes me feel better in my own way, and during the previous few years, my outlook has significantly changed. It's not enough to think positively as a mantra. It's how I steer my life in a positive direction.

Even in the worst circumstances, I strive to look for the positive side of things.

I am a human after all, and I am going to make mistakes. But I don't always feel that way. Even now, I experience ups and downs.

So, let's love ourselves and our lives and #celebratesmallsuccess every day.

simply because life is short.

All of you have a blessed weekend and may Allah be with you!

I'll be back shortly, p.s. Could it be in 13 days? 😘

💓, Lea