Thursday, June 28, 2012

Why No Nasi?

Some people laughed at me when I said..
"I tak makan nasi..'
Some people was being very supportive when I said..
"Its my 47th day without nasi"

Who have thought I went this far.
Not even me!

Eating rice is part of life.
As a Malay who living in Malaysia..
I am surrounded by "nasi-eater" and most of the eateries using nasi as their main dish.

50 days ago, I realised that I was bloated.
I can feel that my fat is happily inviting some of their friends to join them living in my body.
I feel heavy and I received a lot of comments especially from my mom who always hates to see her girl adding some extra pounds.
Yes..she make some painful comments when we (the siblings) are getting fat.

I looked into the mirror and try to understand what went wrong.
Apparently...its not actually because of nasi..
It is because..I am much happier these days.
Having a work life balance and happiness is the key word for all that.

I am the person who wouldnt eat much if I'm stressed.
I do eat a lot and enjoying my food to the maximum limits when I am happy.

However, when the "M" size is no longer fit into my body..that is when I realised that enjoying the food cant be a good combination to show my happiness.

Therefore, I started my-usual-kind-of diet which is..
Stop eating rice at all.
Not even "sebutir"

I am a nasi-lover.
I once said..Aku mati kalau tak makan nasi..
But yet, when comes to diet.
I am strict towards myself.

Done once, or twice befpre
Didn't even touch nasi for more than 100 days.
I am going to do it again this time around. :D

Don't say that I am strong.
I am not.
I am trying very hard to do this..
The determination..the cravings.. Nasi is so irresistible.

Its my 47th day.
I feel less heavier..
My constipation problem almost gone!
I am still alive even without nasi :)

Coming 50 days.
I am excited as child. =D

Wednesday, June 20, 2012

40 hari

Hari ni..genap hidup aku 40 hari tanpa nasi.
Alhamdulillah..

Menuju ke 100 hari tanpa nasi pulak lepas ni.
Rindu tau tak?
Rindu nasi setiap hari.
Sangat rindu...

Tapi, cabaran 100 hari tanpa nasi akan tetap diteruskan.

Nasi lemak
Nasi beriyani
Nasi ayam
Nasi impit
Nasi putih dengan lauk2 mak
dan segala macam nasi lagi..

I miss you so very much!
Rindu gila!
T__T

Tuesday, June 19, 2012

Karma


Karma is a bitch.

That phrase always makes me think that "KARMA" is a lady.
LOL.
No. I was just kidding.

Anyway,do you actually believe in Karma?
The "what goes around comes around" thingy?
Personally, I do believe in Karma

You are doing something..
Something which is not right..
or something that you know you are doing it in a wrong way..
You know whatever that you're doing is "no way in hell" could be right..
But, you are still continue doing it and yet you are aware of the consequences for yourself and other related parties.

Why?
Is the temptation to achieve the happiness which is you actually understand that it will be a "temporarily happiness".

What goes around comes around.
As I vet through my write up for the past 3 years here...
I actually can relate certain points that could be claimed as "KARMA"

You are definitely not "GOD"
Whatever you do today might affect your day- tomorrow.
I am purposely saying this.
This write up is not related to anybody.

I would like you to think..
What comes now..will be gone later..
I want myself to understand that life is not easy either..

As a human being, we always make silly mistakes
And by repent to the "one", it will make all better...

If you now at the level where you think you are better than others..
You might be at the bottom, tomorrow where the others will be up there looking down on you.

Life is a roller-coaster.
Agree?
Anything you do now..it might not appear as what you're expected.

Since KARMA is a bitch..
You'll be facing the "bitch" soon if you continue doing the mistake which you are aware of.

Madah berhelah

Senang hati kurniaan Ilahi
Bila perjalanan tenang sekali..
Makin di acah situasi ini...
Terukir sedih tiada lalu sendu menjauhi..

Indah nian kalanya sepi...
Mungkin engkau tak mampu mengerti
Apa tersirat dalam hati

Siapa sangka, siapa yang pasti
Hakikat cinta dihati tak mampu dirungkai sepenuh hati..
Mulut berkata hati pun pasti..
Bersyukur sujudku padaNya kini...

Jiwa tak kosong
Jiwa tak disakiti..
Hati terpalit pada diri sendiri...

Lautan api tak perlu direnangi...
Berbumbungkan langit berlantaikan bumi..
Indah bukan hidup ini?

Alpa dalam terang selalu terjadi..
Manusia tak lekang dari memalapkan diri...
Laluan tiada batasan..waimah sendiri
Sepi itu teman sejati...

Makin diasak makin menjadi..
Caci maki tersemat dihati..
Kalian tak kan mengerti..

Alhamdulillah...itu ucapan sekelian hari...

Tuesday, June 12, 2012

Hoi. Lamanya!

Lama betul tak tulis.
Banyak benda nak tulis tapi dah tak tertulis.
Banyak benda jadi tapi dah banyak yang tak ingat.

Oh.
Bawak Keen p Melaka lepak dengan Wee wee..
Dapat good news Norly dah nak ada baby by Dec'12 ni..
Karaoke..
Kaklong masuk hospital...operation cyst.
Pergi Konsert KRU 20thn
Geng satu team kat opis dah resigned..
Susun atur semula barang-barang dalam bilik.
Gila makan Tutty Fruity..
Todt dah pandai cakap bahasa Cina...
dan ada lagi dua tiga perkara penting yang aku dah tak ingat.

Tak ada idea nak bermadah berhelah.
Tak mampu nak keluarkan kata-kata.
Especially bila mata dan badan yang tak produktif macam ni..
Hari ni baru Selasa?
Bila nak Jumaat ni? T____T