Keep calm and bla bla bla

Its 1.47 am.
I am struggling to make my eyes shut since two hours ago.
Too many issues has entered my life for the past months.
And yet, I am still smiling and trying hard to be calm.
Yea rite..but being a natural hot tempered person as I am..I guess I have failed sometimes in keeping the coolness in me.

Well..we are humans.. (Using the cliché and perfect excuse ...in order to defend myself..:p)

Too many incidents, story and nonsense has came up these days.
Pathetically, living in a singleton..I have to re strategies all short term life arrangement in order to make everyone happy and sometimes..I had to push my happiness and satisfaction a far behind.

What I realised happened to me these days..I tend to become meaner than I used to.
I'll shut anyone down if I think they do not deserve my sympathy and kindness.
I'll keep my surroundings and circle really small..
I didn't go out and socialise (which I guess I've stopped doing it for so many years)
Literally, I am in my own world where I restrict myself from encounter with another scenarios that it had to make me sacrifies for other people again.

Now, I rather keep anything to myself than telling certain people on my current issues and life.
I take all the action as another learning curve to be a better person.

...And at this particular time..I am trying hard to have a good sleep. :D

Its hard to keep yourself calm if you are being tested by too many parties in your life.
But, good things come to those who wait and have faith..passionately. :p

Have a good sleep people! Enjoy your weekend! :*

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Clean up

Today's achievement is deleting more than 600++ individual who claimed to be my friends in my facebook list.

I take that as an achievement since we might know each other as we go along the stretch of life..but somehow, I dont think we are friends in our current life.

Why should I keep all these people in my facebook list since we didnt even say hi to each other.

Not even in real life...and we dont give shit on the existent of some people in our facebook friendlist.

Correct me if I'm wrong here..

But, whatever reasons in this argument, it will not change my mind towards this issue.

Nah..I have 128 people as my facebook friends..compared to few hours ago.

700++?? Am I nuts? Do i even talk and keep in touch with these 700++ people?

I dont think so!

For some reason, as time goes by..

I realised that telling everyone about what is happening in your life doesnt make anything easier.

Tambah dosa by laughing at people status is one of the things that I do not want to do anymore. lol!

Its a process of clean up my mind and my soul towards to be a better person.

Not by posting any inspirational quotes or telling people how do I feel like I used to do...but I have to do it in my way :D

May is coming!

Oh my ...time flies...so freakin fast!

Enjoy life...be grateful, people! :D

Another Anniversary

Yesterday, marked 2 years of my employment here.
2 years is equivalent to 365days x 2 ok? Haha
15th April 2011...I still can remember the first day here..
I felt funny since I never thought that I could stay this long.

Anyway, it is still an achievement for me to be here till today.
Despite all the challenges.. I managed to prove myself and anyone that I am no longer a job hopper. LOL!
I consider myself as lucky since I was been given an opportunity to work based on my field of  qualification, to do what I love to, spread my credibility in the communication industry and to be wiser everyday.
Experience can be bought!
Looking forward for more good news and greatness in my career.
Alhamdulillah :)