Look what stress did to me!

I love my hair very much.
Long, black and straight..
but I guess I am much in love with my new hairstyle.

Stress free much?
Lol

I feel relief and lighter.
Start to puasa again tomorrow. Yay!


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Happiness is a choice.

I am tired of being a monologue-er.

Really.

In fact I am tired of eating up all the nonsense from the people around me.

Double sigh.

Yet, I am being too nice and has not transformed to be "meaner" like I want to.

I just cant +_+

I've  tried very hard to be mean but saying NO to my surroundings are definitely cant be done up till today.

The great feeling on earth is to see people that you love is happy.

But, by accomplishing that..I always get the heartache in return.

Yet, I cant make everybody that I love being really happy around me.

I just can't win it all.

I am very passionate and always have full determination when comes to accomplish my target.

Saying NO is not an option at all.

But, what do I received in the end.

Zero for me...Hundreds for anyone else.

Yes. yes. I am really tired indeed.

Unfortunately, I left with no choice at the moment.

I have to go through every single nonsense everyday.

Being really happy is actually something that I havent felt for a looong time in 2013.

I have to be selfish.

I need to find my happiness in whatever method that I might use.

I thought I am happy when people around me are happy.

But turns out.. I am totally wrong.

A changed in this matter are truly required a.s.a.p

Since happiness is a choice and I want to feel truly happy again.

One week after 1st Ramadan...oh, I served my cuti already. lol ^_^

Few reminders for us to be thankful

After less than a year waiting..
Ramadan Al-Mubarak has finally arrived. Alhamdulillah. Yay!
I am not too religious yet I know where I'm coming from  and what are my responsibilities as a human.

Life is never bored as we always being tested with too many issues.
As we are still alive...we are always surrounder by problems and issues that needs our attention.
Well, I am at the stage where I wanted to be in my cocoon and not to bother about other people
Which I have practiced that kind of life for sooo many months..
Not having social life and limit my circle of friends as small as I can.
That is how I deal with my life issues and turns perfectly fine (as of now)

Well, this holy month could make me realized that whatever happens, I have to be thankful to God as I am still breathing and be able to do things that I like and I am healthy!
Money could buy you happiness but there is one thing that money can't buy ... :)

Few reminders came across my mind for the past few months makes me feel that I have to think about the other side part of life.

Be nice, Lea.
Be grateful and do more good things in life as you may never know what the future holds.

Salam Ramadan to everyone.
Enjoy this +-30 days of barakah and no matter what problems you are currently encounter, please have faith as He is always be with you!:D

Oh.. Its July already?? :O