The Last Goodbye - 2010!

I had enough for 2010

It was a pleasure being here

I am welcoming 2011 with no hopes, no expectations and no plans!

=)

Addio 2010!

Benvenuti 2011!

Dream on ..

People said-

"When you dream about someone, its a sign that that someone is thinking of you"

How far can you trust that statement?

Its that true?

I have no idea on that.

What I always believe is..

dream could be something/somewhere/somewhat/someone which always in your mind before you sleep.

Its like a mind game.

But as always...

Dream will remain as a dream.

It could be happen in reality..but not entirely. =)

FB status for the day

Lea Anif

‎: I share because I care. But when I don't share, that is the moment that I care for myself.

Weekend Food Galore

The moment I think I have to cut down all the fats and calories everyday, that is the moment when I encountered with the best food that suits my appetite.

Sigh.

Life is like that.

When you really wants it..

You'll never get it.

But, last weekend was the officially food galore in the entire year of 2010.

I am here to thank the Lord for it. =)

Lets enjoy the photos on what I had to fulfill the "nafsu"

Bijoux Cupcakes! Phewwwww...

Alexis's Chocolate "whatever-they-called-it" Meringue..Fuhh

Baskin Robin's Banana Royal..Slurpp!

My homemade Pizza. (Before)

Beef pepperoni,Mushrooms,Capsicum and A lot of cheeseeeee!

My Homemade Pizza (After)

The "not-so" Italian Dinner.

Yummy! =)

So, are you guys hungry now?

Heheheh

Happy Monday, people!

The Last Xmas Incident.

Exactly a year ago.

Yet, I could imagine every single details like it happened yesterday.

The consequences from actions could be permanent.

Especially in my case.

Well, they say..

-Fcuk the history!

-Fuck yesterday!

-Just move forward.

But I just couldn't do it

Retrieving the moment on the same date last Christmas...I couldn't event imagine that I was able to do so to someone who always be with me no matter what.

and yet he is still there- after what he went through and he will be always there for me.

I am thanking The Lord for the opportunity.

for letting me be here and enjoying everything in this world.

Regret- is always here in my heart.

I am getting fatter and sicker.

Inside out.

Work

Today, we having a Xmas party at the office.

So, I have decided not to do any work for the entire 8 hrs in the ofc.

But still I'm doing some work.

Heh.

Please blame the weather.

Its not even sunny and not even rainy.

I called it " the Christmas weather"

Its cold even outsider the office.

I am missing to write something here.

Its just a lot of things are not "share-able"

Therefore, I am finally talking to certain people who understands my situation.

What I could say now is-

I am being more lazy..lazy..and lazy.

Everyone is on the hols mood.

I can't be in that mood since I still have thousands and one things to settle.

Yet, I am still lazy.

But my boss just handing something to me.

Work..

Thats about it.

Haiiyooohhh..

What's bothering me now?

At this time - Exactly 2.45 pm on 20th Dec 2010 is:

My weight.

Gaining weight is something that I am not proud of.

Really.

Consider yourself as fat- is not cool at all.

Hating your own body- is needed due to certain time.

Well.

Eating no rice is a must.

Starting from today.

Nonsense ramble.

I don’t know what to feel.

I am sick of doing this

I can’t stand all this.

I am tired

Mind, body and soul.

I would like to run.

Run from all the nonsense.

Well,

I am praying for the best thing to happen to me.

I don’t have a plan.

Not even any.

I am just forcing myself to follow and go through what will be arrived in my life.

I made THOUSANDS of terrible and stupid mistakes in my life.

Every now and then..

I’m blaming myself for being THAT stupid.

I don’t know what to do now.

Just sit, pray, hope and wait.

There wouldn't be any chance for me anymore to make things right again.

True.

That is the fact.

1 Disember

Tahun lepas

1 December 2009

aku sedang berhorey-horey di Langkawi.

1st day of LIMA 2009 was one of the best moment in my working experience.

Tahun ni

1 December 2010

aku masih juga berhorey-horey di Kuala Lumpur

Bekerja di agensi pengiklanan yang mana aku ada kawan-kawan yang menyeronokkan.

Walaupun tak seseronok dulu.

Tapi tetap rasa gembira.

Lain tempat lain cara

Lain cara Lain rasa.

Alhamdulillah.

Terima kasih tuhan atas nikmatnya.

*Hati makin kecik. Migraine datang menyerang da 2-3 hari ni dengan teruk sangat.Tapi masih mampu ketawa berdekah-dekah*

=)