I don’t know what to feel.
I am sick of doing this
I can’t stand all this.
I am tired
Mind, body and soul.
I would like to run.
Run from all the nonsense.
Well,
I am praying for the best thing to happen to me.
I don’t have a plan.
Not even any.
I am just forcing myself to follow and go through what will be arrived in my life.
I made THOUSANDS of terrible and stupid mistakes in my life.
Every now and then..
I’m blaming myself for being THAT stupid.
I don’t know what to do now.
Just sit, pray, hope and wait.
There wouldn't be any chance for me anymore to make things right again.
True.
That is the fact.
