Exactly a year ago.
Yet, I could imagine every single details like it happened yesterday.
The consequences from actions could be permanent.
Especially in my case.
Well, they say..
-Fcuk the history!
-Fuck yesterday!
-Just move forward.
But I just couldn't do it
Retrieving the moment on the same date last Christmas...I couldn't event imagine that I was able to do so to someone who always be with me no matter what.
and yet he is still there- after what he went through and he will be always there for me.
I am thanking The Lord for the opportunity.
for letting me be here and enjoying everything in this world.
Regret- is always here in my heart.
I am getting fatter and sicker.
Inside out.
