The August view

The view from my hotel room in Bayview Hotel, Georgetown Penang- August 2012

The view from my hotel room in Hyatt Regency Kota Kinabalu- August 2012

The view of us without Ngah (as usual) on 1st Syawal- August 2012

Wanted to but

Wanted to share thousands of things here.

Wanted to tell the whole world what is going on with my life since the last update.

Vain much?

Yes.

I always wanted the luxury of time in updating this journal.

But, obviously I have saved too many draft entry without publishing it.

Since- most of them are not interesting enough..I decided to delete them.

Well, life been nice to me these days.

Even I cant get everything in this world..

I always love what I have since my life is always different than the others.

Worklife? Soo much fun since my travelling schedule is quite packed.

I had 4 back to back events for the whole of Aug..

I believe this is the main reason of my happiness in life.

Work is fun IF ONLY you love what you do..

The enthusiasm is actually comes from the heart.

Raya?- This is the lamest raya ever.

I decided not to celebrate raya THAT long anymore.

Went back to KL on the 4th raya makes me feel alive

I had to prepare for our KK event on the 6th of raya.

No choice (in fact..I do have choice, but decided not to choose) LOL.

Raya has not being so meaningful these days.

My Director was shocked to see me back in to the office while most of the Muslims are still on their holidays...

Told him.."I dont like Raya..just because I hate people ask me some real stupid questions"

He laughed loudly.

Everything went well.

Syukran Jazilan !(Just follow what my mom always said as a sign on thankful to God)

Whatelse?

Oh..my neck and shoulder are not being very nice with me.

Clinics are the most venue I visited without failed for the past 2 months.

Hope nothing serious though. :)

*Crossing fingers now*

I received some great friendship and welcoming my old great friend to my world again.

I believed that is the biggest present for this raya.

Next?

I am broke... Yelahh..Its raya month kannnnnnnnnnnn? -_-"

Selamat Hari Raya

Maaf zahir aje..batin tak payah!

Back to Back

I've passed my 100th days without nasi last Sunday.

Yippie! Congratulations Alia! lol

Whats next?

Nothing will be changed..I will still puasa nasi till whenever I can :)

4 events back to back this August makes me feel like a real kuli.

Hello?

Everyone is a kuli, right?

The mixed emotions that I encountered makes me stronger and more fragile.

Sometimes, I feel like a superwoman..

At some point of times, I feel like a real loser.

Well.. that's life that I have choose by myself. :)

During this bulan puasa, I was not at home during most of the weekend.

Apparently, all the courses, talks happened on Sat & Sun.

Went to Penang on the 2nd week of puasa... our organisation's buka puasa event on 2nd week of puasa..then, I marked my territory at Renai -last weekend..

and leaving to my hometown---yet again this Thurs or Friday..(maybe) for the 27th of Raya celebration in my life.

Flying off to Kota Kinabalu immediately .. that is the trip that I cant wait to go.

Working on the 1st weekend of Raya is a bless for me. -_-

Raya prep?

Honestly, same like last year..I dont have the spirit of Raya anymore.

If I was given an opportunity..I am very much happy if I dont have to go back to celebrate hari Raya in my hometown..

I rather flying off to a great holiday destination during this raya...

Dont get me wrong..

This is just my opinion who doesnt really fancy raya much compared to before....:)

What Raya means to me now? - Nothing much.

Yet...I have changed few hundreds ringgit to small notes..

Duit raya giveaway....as usual.. -_-"

Baju Raya?- I leave it to Mummy.. and Wee wee had bought us a nice baju kurung ;-)

Kasut Raya?- We'll see..I still have few pairs of nice shoes from last year..

Handbag raya?- I dont think I'll buy any.. but still depends on the mood

Lagu raya- I am really sorry that this year... I dont really like to listen to any lagu raya ..

What is wrong with me??

*Nampak sangat taknak raya*

Cant wait for my KK Trip :D Yay!

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1 Ogos.

18 hari lagi - hari jadi ke 22, Keen.

2 hari lagi- Aku akan buang kudrat dekat Penang.

4 jam lagi - Harapnya menjadilah sambal tumis ikan bilis dengan petai, ayam goreng dan lempeng untuk buat berbuka hari ni.

Pejam celik pejam celik dah masuk bulan 8.

Hari ke 13 berpuasa.

Hari ni aku masih menunggu datangnya "cuti".

Emosi macam nak makan diri dah ni :/