Its been a while since I write something here.
Life is being too overwhelming with a lot of things happened these days.
Sad and shocking news has been evolved around my life for so many weeks.
Well, life goes on.
God is actually tested us in so many kinds of way.
Kaklong lost her boyfriend in such a short notice.
Her boyfriend passed away due to lung infection after 10 days in an ICU.
It happened so fat and losing someone that you love at the point where all the necessary plans made for the future...is something that myself cant accept.
He gone. She is numb and trying hard to accept this huge test from Allah.
I was wondering, how can I live if I was in her shoes?
Kaklong has been gone thru so many stages of love life.
Been divorced, being left and the latest..she lost her future husband, her companion and her best friend.
Just like that.
Life...we cant predict what will be happened next.
Sympathy..its all that we can do.
I am trying hard to lift up her spirit everyday...
Try to be someone that she can talk to...try to understands her feeling and try to be the support system for her to live and move on.
"I've lost part of my life", that particular sentence makes my heart bleed.
I do not know what-else to do, accept be with her when she needed me- virtually and via phone as we are separated by 392kms away.
I cant say I understand her feeling. No one would understand...
The devastation, the heart broken, the missing moments, the shadows and the memories..
She never been so pure and happy since Ive known her for 27++ years when she was with Arwah
Even she used to have lots of boyfriend before...Arwah is the only guy who can make her being herself and not pretentious at all.
Arwah is such a great guy to become our next brother in-law and the best candidate as abah & mummy's future menantu and a good father to Todt.
Its just...Allah is planning something good for all of us by giving us the great sadness we never feel in our lives.
I don't know what-else to say...
I still feel shocked even Arwah has left us for more than 2 weeks.
Telling kaklong to be strong-everyday, is something that I can only do.
His departure has open our eyes that life is so short...and we should be thankful to Allah, praise him and do more good deeds as much as we can...
Since...no one is going to help us down there when we leave the world.
No one...just yourself. Alone.
May all of us will be blessed by Him, always.
:)
Happpppyyy Monday!!!!
