Oh Kayyyyyyyyy!!!!!

Its like a disease.
Seriousfcukins*it!
Why you guys makes me feel old and feel left out?
Hoi..Hoi..Hoi..
Tunggu lah!
Hehhh nyaaa!

Everyone is doing so called the same thing. When I am logging into my fb acc;

Bertunang
Nikah
Bersanding
Bersuami
Pregnant
Beranak

Wooooo..woo..woo...
Jangan la semua buat benda yang sama..I feel left out. seriously.
Even I do not have "that" in mind at this time.
But I need some of you to wait for me too! =)
Dont make me feel old and some sort being left by the bus!
Or Is about time for the next level already ka?
Hehehe..
Jealousy? Pressure? - I think so...
But,I need my singlehood time lagi...(which just started again)

Hurm..I am becoming the bridesmaid again this weekend.
Take a look at the pix below.
Nice huh?

Searching

Here I am. On my bed and trying to let it out whatever that I have in my mind.

2010 is coming.
My age is turning 25.
It makes me think..

In 25 years time-
Is there any achievements?
Yes

Is there any happy moments?
Yes

Is there any bad day?
Yes

What do I feel now?
Empty.

I am opening my new book of life. New journey which I only bring nobody but myself.
Besides family and friends who are always being a good supporter...
I need to re-arrange what I have and what I want to achieve for the next 365 days.
I feel that its a bit late..turning 25- baru nak re-arrange hidup?
Pathetic kan?

I am throwing what I had...The good..the bad and the yike-ish away.
I don't know why Im doing that.
I just need to start fresh. I need to step and stand on my own two feet.
Berdiri atas kaki sendiri.
Tetapi, Mampu kah?

Hurm...and I am searching for a better life even sometimes I can feel that I am dying inside.
Phew...
Is this what I really want?

At this moment..
I am saying- YES!

Me- which I am no longer being Me.

Well,for the past 3 months, I never thought all the things that happened- could be happened.
I am not being myself anymore which it will lead back to a no-answers discussion.
Pening kot?!
Well, I wouldnt want to write longer. I just want to upload some pics for those who missing me and for those who wants to see how I look like.
Promo? Nahh...
I just want to share some of the pics that are my favorites in Dec09.
Enjoy it guys! =)

Oh.. The above pic is the most fav one.- Classic!

=)

Back.

The event is over. Sucessfully.- Ehem..take a look at the news coverage. :)
My hectic life is so called over.
My relationship is nowhere.
Me?
still here.

Its been a while since I wrote the my last sentence here.
Plus minus a month.

To many things happened.
Too many scenarios to tell.
Too many incidents and too much drama which cant be compiled if I were asked to do it.

Mind is not stable.
It doesnt mean that I am mentally unstable.
Its just that- I have to reconstruct and let go also let in some of the things in life.

Heh...too much membebel.
I am looking forward to my happy mood which I do know when it will arrives.
Pray for myself.Pray for everybody.
Oh..
I miss my happy moments!

Its great to be back, guys!

:)