Sleeping beauty..

I wish I could fell asleep as easy as before.
Heh...


Let me just feel it again...
I am tired of having a sleepless night....
and I am sick of nightmares....

Susah hati

Susah hati- tak sukanya rasa camni..
Datangnya susah hati ni bila apa yang kita harapkan mungkin tak jadi...dan apa kita plan kan mungkin tak tercapai..

Macammana nak buangkan rasa susah hati ni?
Ok..hari ni betul2 susah hati..
Sikit punya pasal mood semua dah lari...

Ada dua tiga benda yang membuatkan kita susah hati..Pandang kanan
Pandang kiri..
Cuba ketawa..Ingat benda2 lawak..still rasa susah hati..
Pendek kata- selagi tak sampai hajat tu- selagi tu susah hati...

Hem.. semua rasa tak kena..
Tak suka la rasa camni...
Nak balik tdo la ...

Dok kat ofis melangok tak buat apa pun...
Susah hati makin menjadi2...
Hemmm.....

Heh kan rasa susah hati camni..
Mari doa banyak2 dalam hati..cuma doa je yang mampu dibuat kala ini..
=(
Lea betul2 susah hati ni...
Haihh...

Feeling sick

Here I am..On my bed - Monday morning-1st working day in 2010 at 11.20 am
I feel sick suddenly- this morning..
I haven't feel this way for more than 3-4 months..

Rasa sejuk..I am folding myself with gebar.
Laptop atas peha, the tv is on...
Feel down and seram sejuk.

I am alone....at home where all the housemates are missing in action.
I don't feel good..seriously.

Mengada2? Nope.
Why should I do this when I have no one around me? Heh..
I am sick in and out.
But still can smoke..-consider ok lagi la tu..:P

But, I am telling myself to be strong..mandi and will be driving to the clinic..soon!
Da besar dah...tak yah mintak tolong orang selagi larat..Lagipun nak jadi independent, kenalah buat semua benda sendiri... hemm.....

=) Jangan biarkan diri anda demam dalam dan luaran...disebabkan kesepian yang dialami..Phew..makan dalam tu.....:P

Make it private and welcome 2010

I make it private just for one day..
Cleared all the irrelevant posting related to my previous relationship.
Hemm...
I would like to let go all the memories that I've been holding it for the past more less 5 years.

My first posting on 2010.
Oh..my new year celebration- Is there any? Heheh..
I went out for a small shopping therapy with a housemate- Na.
KLCC was so packed with thousands faces..
We laughed....We shopped..We smoke... we bought pizza and potato salad- then let ourselves enjoying the views by sitting on the walkway-
Laughed, giggled and feel the greatness of being single again.

We went back at 10pm..Had dinner at Cosy Place...We were the last customer of 2009!
Watched the fireworks while driving along DUKE and went to the cyber cafe before we reached home around 3 am...

It was fun! Even without a partner- we had much fun by doing whatever we want without have to think of anybody =)
But the feelings- not entirely happy ..It was fun until we lay down on our bed.
Alone. Sepi.
Oh..sangat single rasanya! Hemm...
Tutup mata- matikan rasa sepi dan terus tido!

The excitement continued on the 1st January itself...
Heh! =) Let me keep it to myself.. Hemmmm....
But I really had fun ;)
Pipi sakit sebab ketawa dan senyum tak berhenti...
The weekend was a great one...:)

It was a good start for me in 2010.
I have my friends, my close friends and my best friends around me..
The most important thing- I have my family who always be by myside... ;)

Welcome 2010.
I already opening my new book and lets continue the adventure!