2 jam dan 05 minit

"Subhanallah...kau terbang ke?"

"Astaghfirullah..laju nya...!"

Aku diam.
Laju ke?
Tol to tol
Skudai ke Sg Besi dalam masa 2 jam 05 min?
Hemm...

Serious tak perasan.
Mintak maaf pada mummy yang urut dada dan susah hati bila aku drive balik KL sorang dalam jangka masa diatas.
Ampun..
betul tak perasan..

Ngeri jugak bila difikir2kan balik..
Kereta buatan Malaysia itu mampu membawa aku selaju itu.
Eh..laju ke?
Huihh...seram sejuk jugak bila ingat mummy membebel dari corong telefon..

Apa nak buat..
Doakan yang baik2 je..
Insyallah semua ok..:)

Sudah-sudahlah tu

Siri tv Melayu sekarang ni- tak kiralah dekat stesen2 swasta mahupun stesen tv kerajaan semua nak tayang cerita hantu.

Sangat bermusim
Jangan pandang depan la..jgn pandang kiri kanan la..jgn pandang atas bawah la.

Hey, come on lahh!
Dah ketandusan idea ke?
Aku naik fedup bila tengok tv time malam2 terutamanya hari Khamis malam Jumaat (macam malam tadi)

Tekan channel tv ini- cerita hantu..santau sentap segala..
Tekan channel tv itu- cerita hantu penanggal penggal sengal semua.
Tukar channel tv yang sana- pun sama
Tukar channel tv yang sini pun itu jugak genre ceritanya.

Apa kes, oi?!
Kalau tak cerita hantu- cerita orang kaya yang berhasad dengki, gila perempuan, skandal,gejala sosial, sombong..hemmm.. Ops..orang melayu -secara spesifiknya!

Aku ni bukak kaki layan tv sangat.. Tapi disebabkan kebosanan yang melanda bila balik rumah tak buat apa..tu jela kerja aku - walaupun tak mampu nak pasang siaran berbayar bulan2..aku perhatikan ke-streotype-an stesen2 tv ni...

Bagi cerita lain la!
Tak semua orang minat cerita hantu dan cerita2 yang biasa2 cam tu...
Letih kot?!

Sudah2 la dengan cerita bermacam hantu yang memomokkan masyarakat kita dan juga secara tidak langsungnya meng-identitikan masyarakat Melayu ni tak maju2.. percaya perkara mistik 24/7..eksyen..kerek..takde pendirian.. hemm..Sudah2 la tu....Malu kot?!

Ni memang komplen.Ni pun cakap2 sebagai salah seorang penonton tv free di Malaysia ni.
Harap2 ada yang amik port :)

p/s: Hasil taip-an seorang manusia yang tak boleh tengok cerita hantu...Penakut dan sekarang suka tengok cerita Cinta Balqis...Kesian Hasan- sengal jugak mamat tu kadang2 aku tengok! Heheheh ;p

Stand still, baby!

I could say this ;

I am not that strong,
Mentally.

I couldnt even control my emotion especially my tears.
Heh kan?
Cengeng. Gembeng - Pernah dengar perkataan itu? Haha :P

I may look tough-strong-rough or even hebat.
But deep inside- I am just opposite all of the above.

I couldnt read that particularly email that has been sent to me early this week.
Haihh...

Tears- automatically dropped from my eyes.
Sensitive sangat.
Well, I did replied it.
But I realized that I have to stand on my motion.

Friends-just friends.
I have to control my emotion and my mind.
I couldnt turn back anymore...

And I remember what Mummy told me last two nights...
I do not know whether it was like sort of reminder or notice or something..
But what did she said makes me think that I really have to move on and stand still with my decision.


"If you turn back, you just have to forget me(ur mother) forever"


Its really bad huh?
And practically, I am missing the good moments but I know those are memories that I will be holing it for the rest of my life.

p/s: I feel like I'm one of the character in "drama sandiwara semasa" .
Heh kan? Life is so dramatique!

2hrs 37 minutes, Homesick and Other kind of sickness

Here I am in my beloved hometown, JB.
The smell of the air makes me smile.
Where is the best place for me?
My parents house!
Short rehab session-

The journey started late.
Really late-
As I drove my sweet Jackie- I tend not to think about things that happened for the past few months.
I smiled and looked at the brown jacket which was given by someone after dinner.
"Sejuk"- thats the reason.
I find it ok coz it smells good..Really good. Hemm...

I've made new record for myself.
Tol to tol.
Sg Besi to Skudai...with my sweet little Jackie
2 hrs and 27 mins.
Its Monday,not many cars on the road and of course to make myself awake- I have to smoke, listening to the loud music and try not to think of something which may lead me to cry.

Am I that strong?
A friend of mine- in her blog ,stated that she thought that I could move on. Thank you cik Shiekin Haron for the indirect support.
Well,I am moving on but it will take some times and I would'nt repeat the same mistake and I always take it as the greatest experience in 25 years of life.

Love - subjective!
Life- is everything
Money- is really something!

I have decided to put the first subject (on the above para)- aside! (currently)
My focus now is to get more money in order for me to reach the best stage of life - like what I always wanted.

Homesick- I really eat a lot. -Mom's cook is the best kan?
I did the laundry with mummy's help and I am currently in an uncertain mood. (Like always) =)
Going back to KL really soon. Still depending on my mood. Hehe
Looking for a good start and I am glad that I had the support from all over the place.

And I will be sleeping on my bed in my parent's house...That is the best thing!
Nite everyone.
Sleep tide.