Friday, April 30, 2010

Glad

Sharing a perfect happy moments with others is the only thing that I could do now.
Nothing much.
I am glad to share the happiness around me as I am waiting for my happy moments to reach the stage.

The pain is still there.
I mean my gum.
Is not a happy thing to be share with you guys.
But some people makes me smile with their happy news which I could share with.

Glad that some people are moving forward...Glad to see some of my friends are getting a raise..new job..promotion..glad to see some friends are getting engaged...Glad to share a wedding bliss with some friends..Glad to hear great news of their newborn...

God...that makes me feel so old. Muehehehhee..
and glad to see that some friends are still with me even they are aware that I am a total ATTENTION SEEKER!
;-)

Stay tuned.
More to come.
Heh! ;-)

Wednesday, April 28, 2010

Dua batang.

Gambar dibawah mungkin sedikit menjijikkan.
Tapi ketahuilah kalian bahawa dua batang gigi inilah yang mampu membuat hidup aku tunggang langgang selama beberapa hari.

Berdenyut-denyut.
Tidur malam tak lena.
Kepala sakit dan kacau bilau segalanya

Gigi Bongsu yang degil bersembunyi selama beberapa tahun di dalam gusi sudahpun ku nyahkan.

Minor dental surgery di hari Selasa tengah hari telah melayakkan aku menerima anugerah MC selama 4 hari.
Derita.
Darah mengalir ..air mata meleleh.
Pasrah.
Mahal pulak tuh!

Sekalung terima kasih ku ucapkan pada manusia yang meminjamkan tangannya untuk digenggam tatkala sakit dan ngilu datang menyerang sewaktu proses membius, mengorek dan mencabut dijalankan.
Gusi dipotong, mataku pejam.
Bius dicucuk ke gusi yang semakin membengkak membuatkan pipiku kebas dan berdengung.
Seksa.

Ini baru gigi.
Kalau sakit nak beranak..macam mana pulak?

Tak pernah sangka yang penangan gigi bongsu degil ini mampu memberi impak besar dalam kehidupan seharian..

Orang cakap
"Ala..sikit je tu.."
"Normal la..nothing big!"

Aku rasa nak sepak je manusia2 heh yang kata kesakitkan yang aku lalui ini tidakla sakit mana pun!
Cuba korang kena. Apa rasanya.

Dr gigi yang baik budiman berwajah elok menyejukkan hati
Dr wanita melayu bernama Masyitah.
Terima kasih kerana membantu dan akibatnya muka aku bengkak sebelah.
Pipi kembong.
Dah tak lawa dah! Haha

Mak risau.
Lalu aku membungkuskan diri sendiri, dengan mengumpul kekuatan jitu sebagai anak perempuan abah yang lasak..lalu meloloskan diri melalui lebuhraya utara selatan.
Drive sorang tahan demam. Macam nak rak jugaklah
1.00 pagi, Rabu.
Tibalah aku di pusat rehab di Taman Kenanga.
Adik perempuan yang sorang tersengih-sengih.
Aku kasi tunjuk dua batang gigi yang akan ku simpan bikin pusaka sampai bila-bila.

Ngeri.
Tapi yang pasti.
Nikmat makan sedap tak dapat la dirasai tekak seminggu dua ni.
Aiskrim..mashed potato..blergghh..dah macam bayi!
Kempunan nak merasai makanan pepejal yang sedap2 ini ,mungkin berlarutan sebab minggu depan nak bukak jahit di gusi dan cabut sebatang lagi gigi sebelah kanan atasnya.
Oh..gigi geraham bongsu...
Kasihani la saya..

Yang penting, hati da senang bila dapat menyedut udara bandaraya Johor Bahru yang selalu dirindui
Yabedabedu!
Rehab session starts now, baby!

*Terima kasih buat teman yang menemani dikala sakit gigi yang sangat HEH ni*

Dalam nampak kecik..bila keluarkan..mak ai..da besar panjang rupanya! Siap akar senget2 pulak tu.. Haihhh la gigi..

Monday, April 26, 2010

The Ugly Truth

Currently, I have been watching a lot of "chick-flick" movies through my dvd player and my cute little 14 inch tv.
Especially when I wanted to restrict myself from facebook-ing a lot and stop depending on internet at home. This is include...The ugly truth.

Katherine Heigl is one of the fav actress that always catching up my mind. Since the revolution of Greys Anatomy..
Tell me about it..shes hot isn't ;-)

Well..its not about the movie I want to touch here.
Its just one of the dialog between her and the actor, Gerard Butler.

"The truth is always ugly, isn't"

Is that true?
Well, in her situation on that movie, yup.
In love, in life..SOMETIMES..
the truth is always ugly.

Those beautiful, excellent and flowery moments that you went tru with your partner..its not the truth.
When you are in love..automatically the feelings are blooming with respect and expression.
Everything that shes done or he did was a great moment.
That is called love.
But when you guys reach certain stages when the "reality hits", you will see a lot of ugliness of that particular person..
Whatever that he/she used to do doesn't bring any joy anymore.
Thats called "reality"
The fantasy is over.

Relax and enjoying the moment.
These are the tests that you need to go through in order to make your relationship works.
I am nobody here to talk about the greatest love of all.
But as a normal human being..I am pretty sure, those moments already hit me so many times.
Some of it - I am excellently went tru it with the guts that I had and some of it- Its disappear just like that.
How?
"the relationship- doesn't work"

Therefore, I am really proud to see people who still madly in love with their partner after years..this is including a happy marriage where they are not only live in their fantasy but went through the reality. Bravo! :)

What am I here?
Single and ready to mingle.
But I do have some concern on getting into a relationship..
Its just me, asking myself this question-

"Could I accept the ugliness ..even I know that is the truth?"

;-)
I always wanted to live in fantasy.hehe.

Ayam Rusia berkaca mata


Ayam Rusia berkaca mata.

Aku terasa tua.
Mata da rabun silau dan sedikit rabun jauh.
Ini semua mengakibatkan sakit kepala yang kronik bila tak dirawat sebetulnya.
Jadi, dengan ihsan manusia bernama John, designer terulung..aku dapatlah pakai cermin mata yang fetish ini.

How do I look?
Mata semakin terang. Bila drive malam-malam rasa lapang. Hati pun senang.
Dulu selalu fetishkan wanita berkaca mata begini.
Fun and intelligent at the same time. (Masuk bakul angkat sendiri)
Sekarang, perlu kah Fetish pada diri sendiri?
Muehehehhee..

Ayam Rusia berkaca mata.
Ok kot. ;-)