1st Monday Blues of 2013

Here we go again..

After so many weeks without the attacks of the 'blues'..

I'm under attack now.

Now..yes..I mean now.

After so many days spent outside the office, the Monday blues hit me right on the spot.

This morning, 'waking up in the wrong side of the bed' makes me suddenly not in the positive mood ...that was what I thought..

However, it getting worst with some issues in my surroundings and makes me believe that Monday Blues has touched my day. Yippie!?? (Not!)

Less work this week..I've done with my tasks in the office, I've managed to settle some of my workload and now..at this very moment.. I am invigilating a re-sit student for their recent training exam.

Pfftttt..I was here about 20 mins ago and I'm getting sick when I think that I can only leave the exam room after 5.00pm.

Ya Allah..sitting with Nina and not doing anything while watching one student to finish off his exam..is the most boring thing I ever do in my life! LOL.

Now I know how did my teacher feel during the exam. BORING big time!

I wish this one re-sit student all the best. The exam called 'Adjudication Writing Decision'.

What the hell is that? Don't ask me! I'll take more of your time if you want me to explain.

Heh.

Its the Monday. I hate Monday Blues. I hate the feeling of having Monday Blues today.

I miss my bed and I miss my pregnancy pillow. I miss home so very much even I only left them since 7.45am. I miss them so very much and I feel like eating KFC before sleep today.

Really... ZzzzzzZzzzz

Monday, don't hate me!

Tuesday..be nice!

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KCH-KUL-Sepang?

After few days in Kuching..I came back in one piece. Alhamdulillah..

Even the turbulence during the flight was quite bad, I managed to reach KLIA from KCH without delay. Bravo MAS! Flight was quite empty. 

"Its a low season for East Malaysia flights",said one of the good looking cabin crew.

A very nice lady fetch me from the airport. Thank you Puan!:D

We have decided to spend our Saturday evening to the most beautiful place in Sepang.

Always heard about this resort, but never got a chance to be there.

Without maps, we use the inefficient signboards and some helps from my tab, Nina..we have reached this majestic venue around 5++pm.

Since the money that we have not permit us to spend a night or two there..(it is so freakin expensive..but I guess, the accommodation and service will be worth it!), we have decided to have an unwind session in front of the beach.

Perahu is a very romantic restaurant in the resort.

It looks like you are in Bali..but apparently..you are just in Sepang. -_-"

We had our lamb cutlet and drinks...enjoying the cloudy weather and the beach for a while.

We made it so  "unromantically" by laughing a lot and talking about what weve went tru for the past weeks in life after Singapore trip.

But seriously...It is a romantic place for those who can afford and would like to sleep in a water chalet resort.

Sepang Gold Coast. We'll see you soon!

Untuk 3 malam

4 hari 3 malam.
Selepas Kk, Penang dan kali ni Kuching.
Kerja. Bukan holiday.
Tapi, syukur itu besar maknanya bila dapat travel opportunity macam ni.
Sambil kerja. Sambil tengok tempat orang.Dapat naik kapal terbang. Dapat duduk hotel sorang-sorang. Dapat makan macam-macam.  Dapat jumpa ramai orang.
Pengalaman itu tiada galang-gantinya.
Terima kasih bosses!
Kerja itu amanah.
Ye. Aku suka kerja macam ni. :)
Terima Kasih Allah!

Hello Kuching!
Be nice please :)
KL ....see you in the weekend!

Kaki Feet

Kaki pagi tadi - 9.00 pagi sewaktu berborak dekat telefon dengan Weewee.

Mempunyai sepasang kaki yang cantik adalah idaman aku.

Nak kaki macam model Victoria Secret tapi tak sedar kaki macam ikan belukang dan saiz kasut macam kaki gajah -_-"

Dari dulu, aku selalu diejek akibat mempunyai sepasang kaki yang gemuk.

Banyak isi dikaki menyukarkan pembelian kasut yang sentiasa menjadi kegemaran.

Pasrah dengan kurniaan tuhan, aku sedaya upaya menjaga kaki supaya nampak cantik walaupun gemuk.

Hey, kaki gemuk ni susah tau!

Kasut susah nak dapat. Pattern pump shoes yang runcing didepan susah nak muat. Dan selalunya tak muat pun!

Lalu selipar menjadi kegemaran.

Kalau strap heels, yes! :) Itulah kesukaan yang selalu dapat dipakai.

Aku gila kasut? Tak sangat.

Selepas sesi spring cleaning hujung tahun lepas, kasut yang masih lagi ada selera aku nak tengok hanyalah tinggal 8 pasang.

Lapan pasang- tak banyak untuk perempuan macam aku!

Mungkin tahun ni koleksi handbag akan bertambah bersama-sama koleksi kasut-kasut idaman.

Bagi aku, sepasang kaki yang mempunyai betis bunting padi selalunya menjadi pandangan kegemaran manusia-manusia lain.

Kurniaan Tuhan, walaupun berkaki gemuk..betis kaki..tak macam peha. :P

Ramai perempuan berbadan kurus TAPI berbetis gemuk. Eish.

Tak percaya? Sila tengok dekat tv dan dalam movie. :P

Merewang diatas layaran ini membuatkan aku blur.

Cerita pasal kaki mendatangkan ingatan terhadap Pedicure session yang dah expired dah.

Kali terakhir "buat kuku" masa kerja dekat Penang sebulan lalu.

Pedicure by the beach, kononnya.

Maybe kali ini nak kena "buat kuku" dekat East Malaysia ..mungkin? Yey!

Esok terbang ke Kuching. Tolonglah manusia yang senonoh sikit duduk sebelah aku nanti.

Tak lama.. One hour and 15 mins flight yang mampu membuatkan aku restless.

:P

Its the distress session! (plus work!)

Love your precious kaki pleaseeee! :)

I love you, Jango!

Just discovered new love in town. Thanks to my colleagues for introducing us about an hour ago.. 

I love you, Jango!

You'll be my source of entertainment.

Hope you'll not let me down ;-)

Its Friday! Yey yey yeyyyyy!

A Lot Like Love

My favourite scene 

Am I a romantic person?

Haha

I used to be a hopeless romantic person.

I used to believed that 'Happy Ever After' does exist.

I used to think that 'Forever' is not some sort of myth.

How's that sound?

Am I a romantic person?

Ahahahahahahahahah..

Please..

I am a human. A human and a woman.

I do have feelings even I always try to deny the fact that I do have slight 'romantic' feelings inside.

I am laughing all by myself while typing. 

Really..

And the best thing is most my favourite movies are the romantic comedy movies and some love stories that can make you having a goose bumps.

Yuck! (That's what I thought now) 

Haha

Well, A Lot Like Love is one of fav the hopeless romantic movie of all time besides Love Actually.

HBO channel tonight is bring me down to memory lane.

This movie reminds me on one of my greatest own love story in my life.

He was my first love whom I met when I was 16.

We went to different path of life after he left me for the 1st time. 

We got back together after 4 years and broke up for the 2nd time..

We remain friends and met again to continue the relationship after 4 yrs of 2nd separation.

We struggled to complete each other. We've tried to fix into our colorful palette of life.

We are really compatible..we laughed, had our couple's jokes, we understand each other and we tried to reach the stage where it used to be my dreams..

But finally, I've made the final call and decided to ended up.

Well, I guess we still friends till now and I always remember him as one of my greatest love..

Well, 1st love is hard to forget.

He's now married to his long term 'on-off' girlfriend and now they have a son who just as cute as him. (Yes, hes the most prettiest boyfriend I ever had. :P)

He was the one who reminds me about this movie and we had the same thinking that our story would be just like the movie..

Sounds cheesy..isn't?

But, after all..love is about being cheesy, right? lol.

Unfortunately, I've decided to leave the relationship and give a way to the woman whom I believe could be with him through thick and thin..which as a selfish bitch..I definetly I can't do that..obviously! Hehe

Well, that's life and its good to see someone you used to love is now happy with their current life.(Since you are too arrogant and you don't think you could be the 'one' for them) :p

Anyway, that love story can be classified as the greatest puppy love in my history of life...but I still keep it in my heart forever.

A lot like love..it was love and its now a history. :)

By the way..I used to be romantic ok?

And one fine day..I could be romantic again.

(I guess) Haha

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Material..materialis..Materialistik!

Wanita sering dikaitkan dengan perkara-perkara berunsur material.

Lelaki pula sering dikatakan selalu menjadi mangsa akibat nafsu wanita dalam konteks material.

Kesian. Eh, ye ke lelaki saja selalu jadi mangsa? :P

"Ada duit, abang sayang..tak ada duit abang melayang"

Frasa dalam bahasa Melayu tersebut selalu ditujukan kepada wanita-wanita dalam dunia.

Tidak dinafikan, perempuan/wanita seperti aku yang selalu melabelkan diri sendiri sebagai "gold digger" dan materialistik memang menakutkan ramai lelaki di luar sana.

Semestinya orang takut sebab belum apa-apa..dah nampak sign $ melaui kornea mata.

Takut kan?

Haha.

Namun, pernah tak kalian terfikir bahawa golongan wanita yang melabelkan diri mereka sebagai materialistik ini adalah satu golongan yang jujur. heh :)

Konfrontasi adalah sesuatu perkara yang sangat susah untuk dilakukan oleh mana-mana manusia kerana dek takutkan persepsi negatif yang mereka akan terima bahananya bila dengan selamba mengatakan

"Saya materialistik" =.=

"Money is not everything but Money is really something"

Itu falsampah yang aku tanamkan dalam diri sejak kecil lagi.

Hidup susah adalah satu keadaan yang sangat-sangat kalau boleh nak di elakkan sejauh mungkin.

Siapa yang nak hidup susah? Secara sukarelanya ..ada ke yang nak hidup susah?

Tapi tak senang nak jadi senang dan senang sebenarnya nak jadi susah.

Lihat sekeliling, golongan wanita yang secara terang-terangan ini di kutuk secara membabi-buta.

Just because of their honest expression of being a materialistic woman. Just that!:)

Kembali kepada persepsi masyarakat yang sentiasa menjaga adab dan tatasusila..menjadi materialistik dengan secara terbuka ini bukanlah mudah.

Walhal, kalau nak diikut dari purata secara rambang..golongan wanita materialistik ini adalah sama banyak dengan jumlah lelaki "kaki spedo".

Cuma kita tak nampak secara terang-terangan aje. Sebab? orang lelaki kan tak suka bercerita dan kalau nak spedo..orang lelaki sebenarnya lagi hebat dari perempuan.

Aku phobia. LOL.

Kalau terjumpa dengan lelaki2 kaki spedo ni..cepat-cepat invisible kan diri.

Gila? Ingat aku level sugar mummy kah? 

Tak mampu..walaupun bekerja dan guna semua duit sendiri punya untuk hidup.

Sorry...aku tak mampu!

Takut dengan golongan lelaki spedo yang menggunakan ayat-ayat semanis madu walhal habuk pun tak ada, membuatkan aku langsung sanggup tidak mahu berkenalan dengan lelaki-lelaki bergelar "strangers" ini. 

Perempuan Materialistik..taklah pelik sangat bunyinya..

Sebab sejak azali memang kita sudah tahu..tanggungjawab lelaki cari rezeki dan perempuan kerjanya -spend wisely! lol

Tetapi, kalau lelaki kaki spedo? Hmmm.. aku mohon dijauhkan.

Sebab bila dua-dua berada dalam kategori yang sama...rasa macam tak kena!

Haha.

Kalau buku bertemu ruas..dalam konteks sebegini memang lah tak seronok.

Sebab? siapa yang nak pusing siapa dan siapa yang akan pusing siapa?

Itu persoalannya. :)

*Awal tahun yang lemau. Aku hilang idea. Kurang excitement! Minggu depan terbang ke Kuching. Harap dalam masa 4 hari kerja diluar KL, akan kurang sikit kelemauannya.

Day 1. Office. 2013

No changes. Yet the same. 

With the additional file and papers on my table to start the first day of work in 2013.

I am thankful that I still have a job which enable me to feed myself, to give my parents, to pay the bills and to live!

Monday blues...

After a week of leave from work...I think Im still in my holiday mood.

Yet, today is not really good day either for me.

Some heartbroken news from a friend makes me think that "If its yours..its yours..and if its not yours..It will never be yours"

Allah is Great.

He always give you what you need and if he doesn't give you what you want..He got better plans ahead.

Sounds cliche right?

But, that is the only way to mend a broken heart as for us Muslim.

You back to the ground and think about what you've done and why you are not getting what you want?

:) 

Be thankful of what you have.

Life is a roller-coaster as I've said before.

Be prepare for the worst, people! :D

Happy working to us.

Lets welcoming 2013 with great surprises!