Wednesday, June 29, 2011

LONELY girl?

When people named you as LONELY girl..how would you react?

Me seriously LOL!
Offended?
Not at all.
But I find it funny just because I wrote this as my facebook status yesterday...

‎: Fact of life- Nobody like sick people. So, please prepare to be alone when you are sick =)

Is that obvious that I am THAT lonely?
Am I lonely?
LOL.
I dont think so...
I guess that friend read some of my write up back in those days.

Loneliness is everywhere, my friend.
Do not assume...
I admit that I used to be lonely and that loneliness is killing me at that point of time..
Even now..sometimes I still feel alone. I bet most of the people still feel lonely at certain times.
Lonely and alone is having two different meaning..

I am seriously laughing my ass off now.
Never know that people look at me as a LONELY girl.
LOL.
But, perception can be deceiving...
Maybe- they are lonely themselves and trying to portrayed other people like them also.
Kudos!
Perspective are different..different perception can be slashed off individually.
Up to you to judge!
Me got not problem with that.

Its raining outside and I am not lonely anymore just because I am with "viral fever" who accompanied me since yesterday.

LOL!

Yours truly,
Lea the Lonely Girl.

Haha!
*Me singing -Lonely by Akon. Hah! Please change the "mr." to "miss" in the lyric.

Tuesday, June 28, 2011

Nobody like sick people

I am sick today.
Down with fever and body ache.

I can't get up in the morning and need a doctor with a good medicine desperately.

An angelic housemate, feed me with panadol soluble before she went to work. Thank you aniz.

Another angelic friend brought me to meet the doctor.
An injection on my butt plus a stack of medicine- costs RM90 are the items that hopefully could make me feel better.

I'm at home.
Alone and digesting the fact that nobody like sick people and all of us need to prepare to be alone when we are sick.

I can't afford to be sick for the next 2 weeks.
Big event at work and huge program for life is coming up.

Pray for me to get better, please.

Btw, remember this- we are ALONE in this world.
Sent from my BlackBerry® wireless device via Vodafone-Celcom Mobile.

Monday, June 27, 2011

Moving on and on and on and on....

I am glad that my bosses are very considerate.
They approved my leave on the 1st. Yippie!!!
Thanks guys.
Really appreciate it.

I am yawning.
Fatigue- that's how I feel now.
By looking at the unopened boxes at the living room and all my stuff in the room itself, I get so bloody annoyed.

I am moving into a new crib again.
Lets count....
This is going to be my 10th house moving session.
Ishk!
10th times for the past 9 years in Kuala Lumpur.
Quite a number eh?



I am tired.
I hate to move my stuffs here and there.
This is when I have been thinking of buying my own house.
But due to some difficulties in financing and all the prices of apartments in KL are not relevant anymore- I decided not to.
Buying the house for my parents in JB will be the priority now.

Packing, unpacking, arrange the furniture..loading,unloading,paying the deposits and whatnot including bla bla bla bla....makes me really sick!
Not blaming anyone here, just trying to let it go some of the dissatisfaction inside.
I feel like a nomad.
Heh!

But life is like this.
Ups and downs
Here and there

I am thankful to the Lord and some people who always be my side to help me out since I always stuck everywhere.
May God bless all of you at all time.
I really meant it.

The deposit has been paid -half.
Going to clear all of it by end of today with Aniz.
I seriously need to start packing since Friday is a moving day.
Excited-maybe.

I need my sanity.
and I am really sick of moving out from one to another- again.

Welcoming me to the new crib at least to stay here for more than a year...please?!
Wish me luck, people!
Yay!

*Housewarming? hah! =D

Friday, June 24, 2011

Bosan dan Pengertiannya

Seringkali ternampak status Facebook sesetengah daripada rakan-rakan dalam senarai kawan bertaip begini...

"Bosanlah....nak wat ape ekk?"

atau

"Bosannyaaaa!"

atau

"Boringnye ari nieee"

Status-status tersebut selalunya datang dari kaum-kaum wanita yang bergelar suri rumah sepenuh masa.
Yang kerjanya jaga anak-layan laki-kemas rumah dan semua tugas-tugas sebagai isteri dan ibu.

Bosan?
Duduk rumah pun bosan?

Meluat dengan status-status "tak sedar diri" dan jelak dengan status-status "tak sedar diuntung" manusia sebegini.

Kadang-kadang kita sebagai manusia yang khilaf selalu terlupa akan nikmat yang diberi tuhan.
Wahai surirumah-surirumah sedunia...
Janganlah korang cakap bosan setiap hari kerana pengucapan adalah doa.

Pernah ke korang terfikir bahawa wanita-wanita yang bergelar ibu dan isteri juga digelar pekerja disiang harinya menghadap kehidupan yang amat bosan berbanding korang yang duduk rumah?

Ibu/isteri bekerja- Bangun pagi- siapkan anak-siapkan laki-siapkan diri sendiri-pergi kerja-siapkan kerja-siapkan hal boss-kena maki- keje sampai lewat hari- balik rumah-mengadap jam-tengok anak-layan laki- bila semua dah siap baru boleh layan diri sendiri...

Penat tau tak?
Korang yang dok umah ni- (walaupun tugasan kerja sebagai ibu dan isteri sepenuh masa hari-hari kadangkala lebih memenatkan dari wanita bekerja), tak perlulah nak cakap BOSAN segala!
Banyak benda boleh dibuat dalam dunia dari cakap "BOSAN BOSAN BOSAN" setiap saat dan ketika!

Meluat!

Bersyukurlah dengan nikmat yang ada.
Laki dah mampu nak tanggung korang duduk uma pun masih lagi nak komplen sini sana!
Jaga jela anak tu.. kemas jela rumah tu..layan jela laki tu!
Nak jadi Lady of Leisure tak seindah yang disangka? sebab laki korang bukan Millionaire?
Sapa suruh duduk rumah?
Kalau laki tak bagi kerja pun, (yelah..syurga dibawah tapak kaki suami)- buat la meniaga kecik2. Menjahit ke, MLM ke, jual Tupperware ke, belajar pole dance utk laki ka.....dari melangok depan PC main Facebook dan tak buat apa bila anak da tido time2 tengah hari.

Banyak benda boleh dibuat dalam rumah ye.
Kalau nak dikira untung-rugi..tak ada siapa yang untung segalanya.

Hari-hari kena redha dan bersyukur dengan apa yang Tuhan beri.
Sebab kita manusia selalu lupa dan tak pernah rasa "cukup" dan "puas"!

Cuma, tolong lah janganlah cakap BOSAN hari-hari. Orang lain tengok kau pun lama2 BOSAN!

*My 2cents- If you want to count in lah! =D