Be nice and make people happy

I don't mind working long hours.

I don't mind staying up late and do all the things that need to be done.

I don't mind wasting my time in the office just to finish the job

and

I don't mind the workload that has been given to me.

As long as

the environment needs to be the healthy ones.

The bosses are treating me nicely

The people are nice and helpful

Thats all.

However, I don't like working in a place where people keep blaming you for nothing.

As if I'm the one who screwed up all the plans from beginning.

Ok.This writing can be considered as a complaint.

Funny eh?

Its ok.

Human communications...

Internal relations..

Have you ever thought about that?

I always believe that

"the people in the company is the strength"

Agree?

Without the people ..the organisation are nothing.

Zero

Oh..come on.

I am here to get things done

Which actually cleaning all the shit that has been left for me by previous person.

I am helping and execute all the plans that should been done wayyyyy before I walked into the office.

Ok.

I'm leaving KL in plus minus 2 weeks time.

I just hope that some people can treat me nicely.

Be nice to me and I can do anything for the sake of "getting the work done"

Make your employees happy

So, they will be sincerely working for you.

They don't want to see your slacky and "i don't like you" kinda face.

Coz the employees doesn't fancy that.

They are there to live a life.

To fulfill they needs and to get money at the same time to experienced the greatness as part of the team.

Ok. Thats enough.

I need to "sembur" their face in a right way..(I guess)

Or I need to kiss their asses (Euw!!!)

just to get the nice treatment from them.

Should I do that?

Heh?!

What a life.

I need a better ones.

Oh.. my 5 pieces bedroom set already arrived my room.

Wahhhh!

Impressive huh?

At age 24- finally I have my own katil.

Next- washing machine!

Yippee!

Guys, please pray for my happiness and god , please help me to go through this.

Situation

Towards end of the month..

I am sitting in front of my laptop in the office..

At the same time, attending all the nonsense calls from all around the places.

"Lea"

"Alia"

"Cik Noor alia"

"Ms Noor"

and some people tend to call me

"Puan Noor Alia"

WTF?

Not yet kot?!

Attending inquiries regarding the event which just around the corner is one of the task as a PR personnel here.

What?When?How?Who?

Bla bla bla..

Plus..I have more important tasks to do and its pretty annoying when you have to attend the phone calls at the same time your boss is calling you from her/his table and one of the colleague is standing next to you waiting for her unanswerable question to be answered?!

Irritating kan?

Well..Its hard..I am counting down the time to 18 November..

I'll be leaving all the mess and all the good things in KL till Dec 10.

Lama tuh..

My skin will be tan..as I am really sure of that.

My time is no longer considered as "mine"

Stress level will be up to 100!

Life is all about work.

and I will be celebrating my Eid in Langkawi with the co-workers and bosses.

Pathetic kan?

Luckily is Raya Haji..not Raya Puasa..

Otherwise, I'll be crying out loud in front of the beach.

Heheh

I am sorry mummy! heh?!

Oh..November is coming.

Heheh..

24 is the number and 4 is the date.

I am getting old..and I feel like I am really getting old just because I am starting my life from scratch now.

From 0

and slowly climbing up the ladder which I don't really knows where its heading to.

I find it funny sometimes.

Hehe..

I believe, everything happens for a reason and I am sure god will help me in merely ways.

I have thousand of things to write.

Just wait.

Things that we are so used to...

I haven't wash my clothes by myself for the past +- 5 years.
Kedai dobi- thats where I sent them to..

I rarely cook my food for dinner
Kedai makan/fancy restaurant or kedai mamak- Thats where I always go to fill up my stomach.

I rarely arrange my stuff, my clothes even my underwear into my wardrobe
I seldom sweep the floor..even use the mop..
and I can consider myself as a "spoiled lady"

Sighh..
But now,
I need to use my hands (which the nails are no longer be sent to man or pedi anymore due to the cost constrain) to wash clothes...to wash the dirty dishes after dinner...to arrange my stuff in my new room which not yet being filled by any furniture...and I have to do it all by myself.

Thats life heh?
I am doing the things that I am not used to do it...
Things that I never bother to care and things that I never take it seriously...(used to)
But, now...
I am starting the new journey...
Slowly and pathetically.

Wish I can go through it..
Now, its the time to cuci baju..heh!
=)

Sick

Sick.

Yes, I am feeling sick inside and outside.

Too many stories to be yelled out.

Sometimes sad

Sometimes happy

Sometimes ok

and

Sometimes not

I do not know what kind of life that I am into now.

I am starting again right from the beginning..

I am not complaining..But just wondering...

Sighhing...

Feels like leaving all and everything behind and be in JB by now.

Coward? Thats the word.

I am not gonna do that obviously.

and hoping that god will help me go through it.

Insyallah..

Lady of leisure

At this moment..

With the workloads..with the stress...I just want to wake up in the morning

On a beautiful and classy bed..

In a nice, cozy house in front of the beach..

As a lady of leisure..

=)

So no stress..no pressure..no phone calls..no office mails but

Lots of money...nice car..delightful food...nice ambiance..nice people around me..

No stupid calls and problems to attend to.. hehe

Its just a dream.

I am living in a mess now.

Sorting out whatever that needed to be straighten.

As soon as I can.

As fast as I can do..

Ok..life is pathetic sometimes..

It need to be more practical.

Sighing again.

I feel like going back to 1985 again..

Puhlezzzzzzzzz.....

Feelings

I wake up in the morning..

in a different surroundings..

Different situation..

Different room and after 3 days sleeping in the new so called house...

I never get enough sleep.

Well, the transition is not that easy..

As we speak and as we think about it every each time..I wonder..

why do I have to go through all this at this age?

I have to start all over again.

The only person that I can depend is me.

Besides, having a supported family and great friends around...I don't have anyone else here.

Pathetic isn't?

Life goes on...and I am living a life now.

Sick Sick Sick

Life sucks at the moment.

Sakit ati.

Benci

Geram

Marah..

Macam2 lah..

Malu pun ada.

I don't know.

I just feel like balik JB dan start my life all over again.

Macam haram..

Semalam MC.

AM yang mmg macam haram da buat perangai MIA dia.

HaramJ sangat kan?

Aku stuck

Everything tak kena je...

Aku serious takde mood..

And I am writing for the sake of telling..

Ok..feel so bloody sick!

Honestly..

Have you ever thought...?

Here I am...in the office..
While eating nasi lemak..I am stealing some of my time to write something here.
Its 10.17 am...
Everything is still slow and steady.
I am taking my own sweet time before the lady boss come in.
I have thousands of things need to be settled today...as usual..

Something came up into my mind..
When you are in love...
When you are saying.."I LOVE YOU..or I MISS YOU.."
Have you ever thought of
"Why are you in love with this particular person?"
"Why are you missing this person so badly until you can smile all the time even nothing is happening?"
Why? Why?

Love is very subjective. Isn't?
Nobody can translate what is the real meaning of Love...
But what I know is..
The elements of trust,understanding and accepting the person as what they are- are the most credential subjects in relationship.
Correct?

Well..I am missing someone everyday..
I am missing a lot of people everyday...
Family,friends...best friends..close friends..schoolmates..classmates..my ex housemates.. and etc etc..
I love them all..
But there are too many types of love from me to every and each category..

So..why are we missing all these people?
Or why am I missing some particular person in my life?

The memories-that I am holding it till now.
Everyone that I met in my life always gives a big impact to me.
It really depends on the situation...what we went through together and what are the consequences that we get in our relationship or friendship..

Oh..btw, I am missing my leisure moments now.
My life is all about the work and office.
Someone said
"Workaholic nye la minah ni"

I don't consider myself as a workaholic..
I just do my job for the sake of paying all the monthly bills and expenses also for the sake of experience.
That's all..
Hoping that I'll get my pleasure moments again by next year..

And let me tell you something..
the nasi lemak that I bought in front of the office just now..its totally MASIN!
Potong betul lah!Heh!

Have a great day everyone! and don't forget to wish me luck!:P

Actually

Actually, I have thousands of things to write

Millions of thoughts to let it go

and

Billion of memories and actual secret to tell...

But somehow, due to certain difficulties..I had to keep it in mind and not keep it in here.

Life is easy- somebody says..

But we are the one who make it complicated.

Heh?

Really?

At this point of time.. I don't think life is easy..

I do laugh at certain times..

I do smile some of the times..

But what I always do is think..

Most of the times...

Tired. heh?

I practically do not have time for myself..

I really need a new place to live..

which I wanted to be called "mine"

Lovelife?

Half of my face is smiling and half of it are not.

Duhhhh???

Workload?

As usual...

Heh kan?

What do i miss most is-

Get a lot of sleep and more time for myself.

and I am in the middle.

Not being myself.

Again...there is an issue about the same subject.

What the heck??

Some of the people around me says that

"You are not being yourself!"

Ok.Which part?

I felt that no one could understand the situation that I went through now.

Some people might take it easy.

Its like nothing...heh?

I can feel that I am walking in the air and the feet is not touching the ground.

Sighhh--

Why is that?

Ok..I have an issue with myself.

Its like I can't think straight and surprisingly no one is forcing me to not think straight.

Well, practically, Life is like that.

At the moment, still looking for a room somewhere my workplace.

I do not want to spend my money too much on petrol and unnecessary coins that I have to pay for the toll charge everyday..Just to reach my office..

Well is hell.

As for now..I am taking it slowly...

I am breathing...I am thinking and still considering..

First and foremost before anything else..

I really need to get new room!

Thats all for today...Will be back soon.