Its almost a year after I started to put some thoughts in it.
Its been here and there most of the time.
Yet still finding the perfect areas on the ground.
Being too hard in trying to be myself around people that I love to be with is not as easy as I thought it could be.
Some people might see me and labeled me in certain kind of ways..
The mess.
The attention seeker.
The teaser
The nonsense.
The drama queen
The helpful.
The crazy type.
The fun
and etc.
I just don't give a shit sometimes.
What is next is always be the question mark.
All the time.
Best friends?Close friends are all around.
Foes? Too many. Hah.
I like the way people look at me.
Sometimes.
Regardless in every minutes at any situations..
Thoughts would always be the impression.
At the moment.
Me sill finding the ground
I changed my mind in finding a life partner.
Its just not a priority anymore
I look at some men with a negative perception.
and sometimes "empty" look will be given to them even they are as handsome as Brad Pitt or as cool as George Clooney.
Haha.
Sick isn't?
I am glad that Im still breathing.
At least god still gives me time to see and explore also experience the beautiful and the ugly things in this world.
Life is fun
Life is full of surprising
and honestly,
Life is easy..its just me making it hard most of the time.
True oi!
