I’m in a w*r now.
This berukband which I thought could make me happy as a new boyfriend, turned out to be so irritating!
Heh!
But well, I still have another 6 days to see whether this piece of thing needs to be kept or sent back to where it came from.
Sighh….
Recently, I heard some people said to me;
“Look at the mirror and get to know yourself”
“Think, analyze and understand yourself”
Owwwkay!
Even I always mentioned here that – I don’t really know myself..I don’t understand myself-When me is no longer being me or whatsoever sh*t..bla bla bla..
BUT…I am getting sick when people keep highlighting those issues.
Hello!
I am standing in front of the mirror everyday – while getting ready to work..
I am analyzing myself everyday-even without me realizing it..
I am getting to know myself every each time – even tears are always be my best friend.
So, please guys..
Even I am a mess..
Even, I am nonsense sometimes..
Even, I am upside down most of the times..
Please do think about the good side of me..
Please show some respect.
Support me in a positive way- coz I couldn’t digest all this reverse psychology anymore.
I need real facts!
I need positive ways of telling me how I could build up my life again after all the idiotic situations that I’ve went through.
I don’t need EXTRA SARCASM in my life anymore.
I might be a mess, insecure, unhappy..
But at least- I’m still a human which is much much better than what you think.
Please- don’t ask me to look at the mirror – coz I am already beautiful
Please- don’t ask me to think to get the understanding on who am I- coz I’ve been doing it every second in my life
And
Please- don’t give me your sympathy- Coz I already got it from my family and friends.
Don’t tell me what to do
I hate sarcastic sentences and negative attitude towards me.
Please stop and go away because you are not helping.
I don’t care who you are and how big is the impact that you gave into my life or even you’ve been helping me a lot or I do like you or I’ve been doing some funny things with you lately..
I just don’t care.
Again- please leave.
Thank you.
=)
