Dia- budak kejam kawan aku.

Dia sangat suka mengarut.

Aku kenal dia kat kaki lima kat kolej aku sewaktu aku memakai baju kurung kaler kuning raja,

sambil mengepil sebatang Marl Lights di tangan.

Aku tak kenal dia mula-mula.

Aku kenal coursemate dia, Renee...(minah Indon kaya gilebabi tuh)

Mata bertentang mata

Hello Hi Bye Bye je la...

Tapi, satu sem selepas itu.

Ada satu mamat nama dia Eddie- ofcmate housemate aku yang da aku ajak kuar minum mentioned;

"You kenal Faryn tak?Satu college dengan you?"

Dan aku pun terbayanglah seorang senior aku yang bernama Faryn juga..yang kuat mengepul asap dalam mulut dan sangat2 hu-ha macam aku.

Teeeeeettt..salah orang.

Rupanya Faryn senior bukanlah Faryn yang Eddie maksudkan.

Dipendekkan cerita...Dan disebabkan kekeliruan itu juga lah, aku baik dengan Faryn ni.

Naik bas sama2

Amik gambar separa bogel untuk projek final dia sama2

Makan tak bayar sama2

Pi college sama2

Paw orang sama2

Ketawakan orang sama2

Pinjam pulang duit sama2

Horey2 sama2

Tipu mamat2 sengal sama2

Kutuk orang sama2

Ok.aku sayang dia..

Walaupun aku jarannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnggggggg sekali jumpa dia dan dia selalu kata;

"KO TAK SAYANG AKU"

Jauh dalam sudut ati aku..

rasa nak cekik2 je dia sebab aku tau aku went tru banyak benda dengan dia..even tak jumpa ari2...friendship tu tetap ada.. 

Aku tahu dia pun faham...

Dia saje mengada2...

Hahaha

Baiklah budak kejam...aku sayang kau!

Tak cukup besar lagi ka??

Tudung kepala.

Tudung- Isu sensitif

Aku mengaku aku manusia yang menutup aurat.

Ok. bukan nasihat yang aku perlukan kala ini.

Tudung.

Fesyen atau Tuntutan Agama?

Wanita bertudung kepala.

Jika dilihat di sesuatu kawasan.

Contoh;

Dipejabat

Dalam bilik2 kuliah

dan juga di konsert2 muzik dan anugerah2 hiburan, (ni lagi ramai!)

wanita yang bertudung memang ramai membanjiri kawasan sekitar.

Dalam masjid atau surau..tak perlu cerita lah. Memang wajib menutup kepala. Termasuk aku!

Sebagaimana yang aku belajar disekolah dulu,

Memakai tudung adalah tuntutan agama.

Maka wajiblah seorang perempuan itu menutup kepalanya dari dilihat rambut mereka oleh lelaki yang bukan muhrim.

*Aku belum lagi menutup kepala hingga ke saat ini*

Dan AKU yang tidak bertudung ini bukanlah satu persoalan dan Subjek dalam kes ini.

Namun, sekarang yang aku nampak..

Wanita banyak bertudung sekadar ikut fesyen.

Katanya pakai tudung, tapi nampak leher..

Kata pakai tudung, tapi nampak jambul rambut berkaler perang...

Katanya bertudung tapi nampak lengan..siku itu didedahkan..

Katanya pakai tudung tapi pakai skirt separuh panjang..

Katanya bertudung tapi pakai baju ketat dan jarang.

Ok. 

Macammana tu?

Yang paling perit bila dilihat dalam video2 lucah 3gp yang banyak melilau dari satu hp ke satu hp jantan2 jahanam ni semua,

Wanita bertudung sedang membuat adegan2 lucah yang sepatutnya berlaku dalam kelambu dan bukan di bilik pejabat, tempat Xray mahupun di tepi tangga ataupun di tepi2 rimbunan pokok.

Macam mana tu?

*Haihhh*

Wanita bertudung bukan tak boleh berfesyen,

Siapa kata wanita bertudung nampak hodoh?

Aku tak cakap.

Malah ada ikon2 wanita di Malaysia yang bertudung dan masih nampak vougue!

Bertudung litup ok? 

Bukan bertudung tapi nampak dada, nampak betis..nampak jambul segala tuh..

Aku respek ikon2 wanita bertudung yang nampak mengancam dan pada masa yang sama menutup aurat.

Lihatlah betapa indahnya cara pemakaian yang bersesuaian dengan tuntutan akidah.

Classic!

Mungkin persoalan ini sensitif bagi wanita bertudung.

Aku tak pernah against wanita bertudung.

Mereka adalah terbaik kerana hati telah terbuka untuk menutup aurat.

Tak macam aku! Rambut kaler2..letak gambar dalam facebook seksi2.. Hahaha..

Tapi, konteks memakai tudung ini adalah sangat subjektif untuk diperkatakan...

Jadi, memakai tudung zaman sekarang adalah kerana......

Tuntutan Fesyen mahupun Ikut trend ataupun Tuntutan agama?

Dua minggu berturut- turut

Rasanya dah lama tak buat kerja begini.

Balik JB setiap hujung minggu.

Akhir sekali sewaktu aku dalam sem pertama di kolej dulu.

Minggu2 sanggup bersesak2 naik lrt, bersesak perak kat Puduraya

Hanya sebab nak mengejar bas untuk balik kampung.

4 jam perjalanan ke JB dalam bas tak dirasakan jauh.

Homesick lah katakan.

Sanggup jalan selaju mungkin menyusuri Jalan Petaling sambil mata menjengah2 hanbag2 tiruan yang dipamerkan oleh manusia yang menjual.

Sanggup juga aku tinggal RM10 didalam poket, janji tiket bas sudah dibeli.

Ketika itu, tanya sajalah bas ke JB yang mana hebat perkhidmatannya.

Pasti aku boleh jawab dengan bangganya.

Durian Burung? - Takut nak naik selepas bas mereka banyak terlibat dalam kemalangan jalanraya.

Transnasional? Berhenti kat Machap untuk makan selama 45 min kadang2..membazir masa!

Konsortium? -selalu tipu waktu perjalanan.Kata sekarang2..tapi akhirnya sejam lepas tu baru berlepas.

Jelita ?- Kegemaranku... ishk..tapi dah takde sebab lesen operasi telah ditarik balik. Non stop nihh!!

Jebat Ekspress?- Suka masuk seluruh kampung..Yong Peng kejadah semua!

Cepat Ekspress ?- yang sebenarnya lambat

Causeway Link? - Muncul jenama ini kala di zaman2 akhir aku menggunakan perkhidmatan bas untuk balik kampung..Tapi, jenama ini bagus! Cepat. Non stop. Kegemaran juga.

Puduraya dan Terminal Bas Larkin seakan menjadi teman hujung minggu. Siap ada gerai kegemaran untuk lepak2 sementara menunggu bas datang.

Haihh...Itu zaman dulu.

Tak kiralah apa pun jadi....Janji aku berada di JB

Homesick itu berkurangan bila sudahpun dipaut cerita2 indah di Kuala Lumpur ini.

Ya..KL is not that great pun!

Penat dah...

Dan bila menginjak usia2 begini, tuntutan kerja menyebabkan aku jarang pulang.

Sejak berkenderaan sendiri, terlampau banyak yang perlu difikirkan jika mahu pulang ke JB.

1. Masa- 3 jam drive seorang

2.Duit petrol

3.Duit tol

4. Duit belanja bila sampai di JB. 

Alah..senang cerita, semua berkaitan duit.

Alhamdulillah mak abah selalu datang jumpa Todt diPutrajaya.

Jadi tak perlu lah aku balik ke JB selalu.

Dan untuk sekian kalinya...setelah sekian lama tak buat kerja macam ni..

2 minggu berturut2 aku akan pulang ke JB.

Last week..This week dan ..next week? Oh,Tidak mungkin.

3 jam drive seorang dengan malam semalam tak boleh tidur.

Bagaimana agaknya?

*Haihhh*

What is so great about KL?

Kuala Lumpur- capital of Malaysia.

Been here for the past 6 years. honestly, Im not proud of it.

So,What is so great about KL?

I wonder why some of the people around be being so excited about KL?

Hey, its nothing here.

Trust me.

I used to be one of them.

When I was a kid, I always dream of living in KL.

But, after the dream came true- It wasn't as great as I thought.

KLwas a real Huge thing for me.

And yet after few years,

I don't find anything great about you living in KL.

I even hate to tell anyone that I live in KL

Working in KL and studied in KL.

I hate to answer question from my old friend after haven't see each other more than 3 years;

"Where are you now?"

"Where did you studied before?"

"Where do you working now?"

Wth??

And after I answered;

"KL"

They were like;

"Woaaahhh...bestnya duduk KL"

and when I asked them;

"What is so great with living and working in KL?"

They just couldn't answer....

Traffic jam-High cost of living-No friendly neighbour- Social disease- Bad drivers-Crazy and annoying drama queens- Rapists- Mat rempit- Snatch theif- Bad atmosphere- Club and drugs abusive-Dirty places-Expensive food-Bad service of public transportation and the list goes on and on...

So, still think that KL is so freakin great?

Think again...

Me? I am stuck here..My life, my job , my stuff are here..

I just have to be here...

*Haihhh*

Cuti puasa

Aku memang tak suka bila datangnya bendera merah setiap bulan.

Benci.

Period2 ni..menyusahkan diri.

Dengan rasa annoyed.

Dengan rasa nak marah orang 24 jam.

Dengan sakit pinggang ..

Dengan muka berminyak..

Haihhh...

Tapi alangkah bahagianya jadi perempuan 

Bila datangnya period..

Time2 puasa ni...

Hehe..

Cuti la...

apa lagi..

2nd day and counting.

Mari makan Mcd di tengah hari..

Maturity

When talk about maturity,

I get so confused.

Some people might think that age is important to relate to it.

However, I've been surronded by so many age group of people..

I don't see all of them being matured and act like their age during the conversation.

Age 29- acted like 15

Age 25- acted like 13

What is wrong with all these people?

Still think that they are cute when they "baby talk"-ing to anyone..and everybody.

I don't find it cute.

Unless you are babytalking to your partner. That would be a different case.

Women- are normally behaving like that.

When they get into a group..they think that they are cute.

Laughing like a 12 years old kid.

Talking about nonsense issue.

Babbling about Love, feelings which sometimes I think it will leading to nowhere.

Talking about fashin..makeup all the time..

But when asked about what is happening to the country now?

They could'nt answer.

And some men also are part of this group.

Immature.

I am so sick of all this people.

Please behave and show your maturity so people will respect you.

Remember, Baby-talking is not CUTE all the time!

=)

(I can be immature too...but it depends on the situation and who are you talking to..)

Selera di bulan mulia.

Bazar Ramadan sana..
Bazar Rmadan sini..

Haiiihh.

selera kalahkan orang mengandung 5 bulan!

Cehh!

=)

1st puasa- nasi ayam

2nd puasa- nasi ambeng

Terawikh?

hm......

8 rakaat rasanya da cukup mengempiskan perut yang da sebu akibat melantak cam nak rak!

Kuih?

Setakat ni tak mengidam banyak2..

Kuih gula hangus!

Dah memadai.

Selamat berbuka puasa..
Hari ni berbuka dengan sirap bandung soda dan mungkin coklat panas mula2 ... hehe..

Oh..Todt sudah baik..

Alangkah bahagianya berbuka di kampung halaman.

Rasa nak packing barang dan duduk sini terus...kan Todt?

Kami 4 beradik berhuha-huha di hospital. Yang baju coklat tu sakit...tapi nampak cam happy je eh kaklong! heh!

Todt = adik last kitaorg.. Boleh?

Next destination - JB

To fulfill Abah's dream this Ramadan,

I am going back to JB tonight.

Todt already been discharged from hospital.

But his Mummy admitted to the same hospital this morning.

Heh!Too many drama at one time.

Oh.. i have to drive alone to be with Todt.

Ok..I miss mak's lauk pauk.

I miss to kiss my baby sister

I miss to hear Abah's voice.

I miss to listen to Ngah's story 

I miss to hear kaklong's nonsense. 

And the best part is.. I cant wait hold him!

Mohd Fardan Idani- the nephew who now becoming like our younger brother! Haha

Hoping that the journey will be good. Insyallah..

Hoping to meet someone cute along the way.. Hahaha.. Insyallah jugak!

Hoping that the traffic will be ohkay after 8 pm. Insyallah lagi..

I packed my things already..

Just waiting for the time ..

Soon! =)

Now I can smell mak's sup ayam panas2...

It makes me crazy tau!

Have a blessed Ramadan to everyone.

Alhamdulillah... =)

7 1/2 days

I am smiling.. 

I still have a 7 1/2 days annual leave.. and suprisingly I just got to know about it this morning.-after two weeks submitted my resignation letter-Good job HR! Heh!

What do I feel at the moment?

I am happy and sad at the same time,

Berkecamuk!

I am scared on what will happen next when I reach the new workplace.

New environment

New surrondings

New table! - I like this part..

New people

New Job tasks

New timeline

New deadline

New places to visits

New mamak place - Im going to leave "Sayang" and heading to "Fareed"

New office politic scenes

New bosses

New drama

New action

and New friends (perhaps- is there is anyone who can I called as Friends)

Everything will be so NEW!

8 months here..

I am practically happy with the people and the environment.

So imune with the workload which normally none. Heh!

and I am seriously having fun here.

As a matter of fact,

I really to move on.

My mind is stuffed with nothing.

I need the experience to make my resume look good in the future.

I love being here..

I love my colleague..(Arol, Lini, Eda, Fhaisal,Zul,Awe,Ecah,Shah, Admen, Izhar even Abu Zarim, Chew and Jijie- they are really great!)

I love my unlimited internet access.. heh!

I love this peaceful place..

However,

All of the above , can't be the reasons why I have to stay..

For the sake of responsibility and experience, (plus the money)...

I really have to move on..

Wish me luck..

8/9 will be my last day...

I am sad now...

Really am...

=(

That question.

People keep asking me the same thing.

The "Married" question- I mean.

When? When? When?

Geli kot?

Seriously, I hate that question because I do not have any plan towards that way.

It is not something that I wish at this certain point of time.

It is not even in my list.

What is wrong with all of you guys?

Heh?!

So, please ..stop asking the freaky question.

I am freaking tired to answer something which I dont freaking know how to answer that.

Really.

Bad drivers.

It was raining heavily and I was cruising the road carefully.
It was really heavy rain yesterday.
Listening to the 90's music as personal favorite, I can see some of the Malaysian's road users driving recklessly and stupidly. I mean- like real stupid and will be causing a danger to other drivers.

I wonder..

• Why must you suddenly speeding , after seeing someone from the next lane decided to change to your lane,even there are some space for them to fit in? Why? You just don't let other car to be in front of you? Even they given a signal before changing lanes?

• Why must you use your break ever two seconds even though there are no sign of the car in front of you will stop or slowing down their car? And there a lot of space in front of you? Like 20 meters away from the car in front? What are you afraid of?
  

• Why must you switch on your hazard light, Idiot?? It can be mistaken by other drivers. Is your car having a break down? No!

I do understand that it was raining crazily heavy. But can't you guys just drive nicely?
Surprisingly, those Idiots are not women.
They are Men!
See??
Who says women are bad drivers?
Today I realized that not only women.
Men - they are the same.
Heh!
;)

Properly.

Itew...

Leyhhh...

Tao....

and other Malay words that has been modified to cater new languange which I always called- Bahasa Sampah!

Its just so euw!

These kinds of word always appear in my mobile. E-mails and even Facebook comments.

I wonder why must those people modify those easy writing words to became the most complicated spelling?

Short form should stand as short form.

Itew? What the fcuk is that?

Tao? Is this a chinese word or what?

Leyhh?- It supposed to be a short form of "Boleh" But turn out to be so yuckie euww!

Write properly..and speak properly.

I dont entertain all this- Weyyhh! Leyyhh! Mana Tao or Itewww kinda people.

Its not cool. 

and It will never be Cool as you thought!

Trust me.

It'll make you sounds like an idiot who never get a chance to be in schools.

=)

The story of a ring

I never know how "merisik" could be a very big deal.

Heh?

Until I was there when Sarah's future M.I.L put the ring on her finger that Sunday everning..

As per said..I can feel the heartbeat.

Fast.

It is a big deal.

Serious deal.

Sarah already been booked! 

Hahaha- I was laughing loudly when her future M.I.L said

"Ni cincin kira booking la yer"

*Half taken- Has been booked!*

Funny. 

But that is the truth.

She has been booked till the enggagement day on 10.10.09

Soon.

I will be busy..again.

Congrats to Sarah and Dzul.

I am so happy for both of them.

*Cried happily*

Happy berweekend.

This Weekend going to be busy.

• Weddings
  
• Kenduris
  
• Merisik2s
  
• Birthdays.. (Happy birthday Keen Anif- Beloved 19)
  

Heh

I know I am going to be tired and the possibility of falling sick again is always there.

Oh..missing my Todt badly..

He is still in JB. Hope things will be ok with him..

*Cik Lea sayang Fardan banyak!*

Today,On the same date for next month

I hope that I still can write something here as I will be reporting on my first day.

Ehem.

Ok..

Happy berweekend!

Busybody

Membusy kan diri adalah benda yang patut aku buat kala ini..

Tapi ..

semalam ada seorang manusia yang busy body telah pun membuat onar didalam hati aku.

Cehh!

Sibuk2 nak comment kat wall post aku pada Maria.

Apa kes? Kalau aku kenal kau takpe..

Jangan sibuk2 nak menyampuk..

Yang penting..aku kenal kau pun tak..kau sibuk2 nak gelakkan aku nye wall post pada orang lain kenapa?

Ha...kan da kena pulang paku buah keras.

Pastu malu..delete semua comment kau disitu..sorry..you are out of the league!=D

Sibuknya lahhhhhhh!!!

Boleh blahhh!!!

Geli kot?

Nak terjah pun agak2 la..

Ni tidak..main belasah je..

Who the hell you think you are?

So, its a lesson for her..

Dont do that to anyone next time..

especially to those who you dont know in real life or those who are not ur friend in the bukumuka list. :)

Yes..I do understand..

Its just a fcuking bukumuka- like Maria said..but 

I just dont like it kot?

Please show some respect..

Jangan la ye ye sangat.

I dont know you- thats the main reason and who are you to laugh at my post when I called my friend by her real name?

Its much better than call her like calling cats or some kind of animated character rite?

Euw!

Im sorry for being an ass here..

But..
I just dont like ppl who dont know how respect people.=)

Keep that in  mind ya..

Thank you.

Penangan BukuMuka

Addicted to Facebook

Ya..dalam banyak-banyak penagih bukumuka dalam dunia ini, aku adalah salah seorang daripadanya.

Melayari bukumuka seharian tidak manjadi masalah rasanya.

Seawal 9 pagi hingga lewat 6 petang..

Buku muka mesti ada dalam tab Google Chrome di pc ini.

=)

Mesti. Dua tab adalah wajib. 

Home dan Profile Bukumuka aku sendiri.

Dan mungkin jadi tiga empat atau lima tab sekaligus kadang2..dan mampu membuat pc ini hang setengah jam. 

Heh!

Gila bukumuka.

Ofismate selalu bising..

Asyik2 bukumuka..asyik2 bukumuka..!

Jeleskah kauorang?

Hehehe..

Bagi aku ia adalah hub bulatan sosial dalam hidup aku di alam maya.

Jadi? tak salah ber multi tasking kan?

Penangan bukumuka ini sangatlah kuat semenjak dua ini.

Kadang kala aku suka nak menjengah profil2 rakan-rakan yang dah lama tak ketemu wajah..

Melihatkan senior2 yang da semakin berjaya dan juga

Memerhatikan sedara mara mahupun adik beradik aku yang juga gilakan bukumuka ini.

Ada pro-ada kontra nya..

Kadang-kadang elok..kadang2 tidak..

Kadangkala menaikkan self esteem dan kadang kala merundumkan rasa rendah diri..

Kadang2 gembira..kadang kadang sedih..

Dan ia juga kadang2 menjadi base pada mood aku seharian.

Gila Facebook betul rasanya.

Social networking ini dapat mendekatkan kita pada yang jauh..

Dan yang pasti ia juga banyak mempengaruhi kehidupan seharian...

Percaya atau tidak...

Hari ini, tak pasal2 aku merengek pada Ollie nak naik kapal terbang Business Class Emirates 

Tak kiralah to somewhere atau to nowhere atau 45 minit mahupun 17 jam penerbangannya..

Aku tetap nak naik Business Class Emirates..

Pelik dan mengada2..

Ini semua akibat melihatkan seorang rakan yang dimana officenya dia merata tempat di dunia menaiki kenderaan udara itu untuk sampai ke tempat kerja. *Tambang dia -Company bayar laaaaaa!! Habis- aku?..Fairygodfather mana nak bayar?*

Aku mengaku ini semua Kes Cemburu tak bertempat..

Hehhh sekali kan?

Itulah penangan Bukumuka pada aku hari ni..

Dasyat bukan?

Seraya itu...

habis semua lama-laman web syarikat penerbangan aku terjah melalui Google Chrome ini.

Apa pun semua penangan bukumuka yang kadangkala tak diterima akal haruslah di kaji sedalamnya..

Ikut nafsu tak kemana..

Sekadar tengok dan bergembira bersama..

Kira oklah!

Hehehe

*Naik kapal terbang Business Class Emirates - sudah termasuk dalam wishlist aku la ni..*

Ramble Rambling in the morning.

I always get the idea during night.

But when the sun rising shine..

I already forget about it.

Heh!

and I start to ramble nonsense stuff in this particular entry..

Wtf?

Oh..last nite,

after taking a two table spoon full of cough syrup or I always called it as "Ubat Tidor"..

I felt asleep...

Woah..

It was the best sleep i ever get since I was attacked by fever,nose blocked and bad cough, last week..

Great!

Waking up in the morning.. sleepy.. yes...still!

I feel like to continue my theraphy till noon.

But what to do.. I still have to show my face at the office until I finished serving my One month notice...

While crusing in the car... I remember something.

Oh..my dream last nite..

"Kucing jantan yang mana mak dia kucing bapak dia babi" - 

is there such animal exist?

Oh...

I totally lost my mind.

Why on earth should I dream of KUCING again? Plus BABI this time around?

Is this related to my hatred at Cats and the issue of Swine Flu?

Im thinking 

and now laughing at myself..

Heh!

Last but not least..Good morning everyone! =)

Syabas Merebethe!

Banyak blog-blog yang mempamerkan rasa tak puas hati mereka pada kerajaan persekutuan sekarang ni.

Macam2..sampai nak muntah aku membacanya.. Cehh!

Ok.

Itu aku tak peduli.

Sangat tak ambil tahu.

Namun kala ini...aku sangat berbangga dan berbesar hati dengan tugas yang sangat efisyen yang telah dijalankan oleh pegawai-pegawai perkhidmatan di Jabatan Pendaftaran Negara dan Jabatan Imigresen Cawangan Wangsa Maju.

Sangat puas hati dengan layanan

Tatasusila.

Cara kerja

dan juga Servis 

serta komunikasi dengan pelanggan yang telah diberikan.

*Tabik spring!*

Syabas Merebethe! =D

Sekurang-kurangnya aku masih lagi menanam sikap percaya pada perkhidmatan kerajaan yang telah disediakan.

Banyak komplen dan rungutan yang selalu didengari dan dibaca dalam surat khabar mengenai cara dan layanan yang di berikan di kaunter-kaunter perkhidmatan awam dinegara kita, Namun hari ini aku berbangga dan mengucapkan syabas untuk kakitangan Jabatan Pendaftaran Negara dan Jabatan Imigresen Cawangan Wangsa maju yang sangat berdedikasi, cepat dan tepat membuat tugasan mereka.

Malah mereka juga bermanis muka dan sabar melayan pelanggan yang banyak mulut macam aku ni..Itu yang penting tu!

Classic!

Semoga semua cawangan perkhidmatan awam dinegara ini patut mencontohi mereka. 

Keep up the good work!

*Sekarang sedang menulis emel kepada berita harian atas khidmat cemerlang yang diberikan mereka..*=D

Zaman itu sudah berlalu..

Aku terkekeh-kekeh ketawa bila membaca ayat2 di window ym ku tadi..

Perasaan annoyed seorang kawan yang dah lama aku kenal ini amat aku fahami.

Dia sebenarnya annoyed pada sesetengah manusia yang bergelar kawan yang 

"Orang da masuk Maghrib...dia baru nak Subuh"

Perumpamaan ini makin buat aku rasa geli hati.

Teringat kisah dulu...

Clubbing 3-4 kali seminggu..Kadang2 7 hari straight..

Rakan-rakan opposite site yang begitu ramai ingin mengenali...Glamour la kononnya

Enjoy bagai nak gile..

Peramah macam nak rak..

Siang jadi malam..

Malam jadi siang..

Perangai kebudak-budakan yang kononnya dianggap cute...

Pukul 2 pagi masih dikatanya awal..

Hidup hanya ada satu perkataan- ENJOY!

Mahukan keadaan "high" yang sentiasa

Minum sehebat-hebatnya

Berpesta bersuka ria sepanjang hari..

Walaupun pada Ahad malam Isnin..

ataupun berbaju kurung ....

Bangga menyebut nama2 kelab2 terhebat serata KL dan JB.. 

Hebat sangat kah?

Tiada matlamat

Seronok sangat kah??

Berenjoy sakan..?

Tiada tujuan..

Aku senyum lagi...

Aku faham apa yang dia ceritakan itu...

Manusia yang baru rasa nak enjoy...

Kasihan... 

Itu saja yang mampu aku cakap..

Aku tersengih lagi...

Bermula dari usia 14...HRC da ku jejakkan kedua kaki ku ini..

Dan kini,

Malam-malam ku dihiasi kehidupan dirumah...

Makan malam...menonton tv, membaca dan mungkin mengkhatamkan dvd2 yang ada...

Masih lagi aku berpesta..

Tapi takla sehebat dan sebanyak dulu

Enjoy itu satu perkataan yang sangat subjektif untuk disimpulkan..

Kalau keadaan memaksa aku atas tuntutan hati,persahabatan dan karier...

Aku perlu juga ke sana..

Tapi berbatas...

Zaman itu sudah berlalu rasanya

Masih menunggu cycle ke dua..

Yang mana pusingan kali kedua akan mendatangkan nikmat yang ada kelas tersendiri..

Tiada apa yang boleh dibanggakan dengan berpestanya aku kedinihari..

Tiada apa yang boleh aku angung-agungkan dengan kisah lama yang mampu membawa ke memori duka bersilang derita..

Walaupun enjoy...tapi itu semua cerita lama..

Tak la kata dah puas...Tapi tak berfikir nak hopping2 dan berpesta bagai nak gila macam dulu lagi...

Zaman itu sudah berakhir kot?

Ke aku yang da tua?

Hahaha..

Tak kira apa orang nak kata..

Aku tak up to date ke

Aku orang tua ke..

Aku dah tak happening ke

Aku da tak sama idealogy ke..

Secara jujurnya...aku tak heran pun...=)

Bak kata Faryn..

"Orang da masuk Maghrib...Dia baru nak Subuh.."

Aku gelak 

dan tersengih2..

"Apa kes lah dengan diorg ni????"

Aku akan jadi manusia yang duduk jauh dibelakang sana..kalau inilah scene atau event yang aku hadirkan diri..

Heheh... :P

Letters and decision.

I was busy with letters and papers for the past few days.

And I was also busy with the fever,nose blocked and other sickness. 

But I am sure that Im clear from that particular disease.

Haiihh..

The exam is over..

Relief as up to the head..

But still have to deal with the dilemma..

After much consideration. Ive decided to end the dilemma..

Sign the new offer letter 

and 

Write a new resignation letter

Ive submitted both of it.

End of the story.

Now counting down the days...

What do i feel now?

Too many to describe..

I'll tell later...

Cerita di JB

Bila da sampai sini..rasa tak nak balik.
Honestly,
Hati senang...Hidup tenang.. bila berada di Johor Bahru .

Tapi jadi tak seronok bila demam..sakit tekak..batuk cam nak rak dan hidung tersumbat.
Haiiihh...
Menghadap paper semalam satu haro suntuk..dengan bersin yang sangat mengganggu hidup.
Lepas tu..Malam minggu aku hanya sempat makan malam dengan family dan tidur depan tv.
Heh!

Oh..dapat Mc on Monday..
Bahagianya...=)

Tengah hari ni ada wedding..
Seorang lagi rakan seperjuangan zaman2 sekolah dulu da ke jinjang pelamin...
Alhamdulillah...
Dan pagi tadi terkejut jugak..
Seorang kawan college kat LUCT da nak bernikah on 17 October ni..
Mintak RSVP dari aku...
Insyallah...aku datang..

Petang ni da nak balik KL..
Mummy..Abah dan Todt ikut sekali! Yeayyy!!

Uhuk..uhuk..uhuk...
Hidung tersumbat menyakitkan hati...
Cepat2lah sakit ni kau pergi... =(

To sign or not to...

Termangu-mangu..

Aku tengok offer letter disebelah kiri 

Di bawah buku pink Malaysia Kita itu.

Haihh..

Tak percaya.

Cold feet. Tak tahu lah

Kenapa?

They granted my wish..

I get what I want.

But.. I just don't know.

Im in the middle..

Kawan aku rasa nak sepak2 muka aku

Sebab masih lagi termangu2 menghadap surat tawaran itu.

Bila dah dapat baru nak termenung..

Aku throw je mintak expected salary lebih dari yang sepatutnya.

Sebab aku tahu yang they WILL not agree with me.

But somehow like what Sarah said

"God works in merely weird ways"

Ye ke? 

I feel that it was too good to be truth.

But I need experience.. More and more..

I need to fill up my mind with all the working tasks..

I need more responsibilities...

I got what I want eh?

Kan?

Then..why I am still thinking?

Why? Why?

I love to be here..

The people are nice..

The bosses are great...

The work is much relax.. I guess it was too relaxing.. heh!

But somehow.. I need to learn more..and more..

Haihh...life is like this..

I am in the middle now..

Mummy said YES!

Ollie said YES!

even my boss and my collegue said YES!

It is a great offer at this point of time..

Haihh....

Im still holding the offer letter..

Will make the decision by tonite..

To sign or not to sign!

Heh!

If I accept the offer...I'll be in Langkawi for two weeks this December..Huge event!

=)

and maybe Paris..London...  & Cape Town is waiting for me.. ;)

*Will be in JB dihatiku within few hours from now! Yeayyyy!!!*

Tekak sakit dan rasa annoyed.

Tekak sakit bagai dicucuk2..

Kejinya rasa..

Kerja banyak tiba-tiba

Tapi masih lagi sempat nak menulis sepatah dua kata

Perut lapar berkeroncong ..

Roti tampal dibungkus tadi semakin dingin..

Kanan dengar ada orang batuk..

Kiri dengar bunyi bukak tutup almari..

Rasa annoyed tiba-tiba menjelma.

Tekak bagai dicarik2,,

Ala nak berpuitis pulak aku ni dikala annoyed.

Hahaha

Malas.

Sekarang rasa menyampah.

Rate card.Culculator... Hehh sangat!

Sejak dari semalam rasa menyampah.

Mungkin tekak yang sakit ni penyebab aku berkeadaan  macam ini.

Pagi ni masih rasa menyampah.

Demam.

Haiiihhh...

Faces

Ive seen so many familiar faces in facebook these days..

Those people that I know back in school time..

Those people who used to be a very good friend last time..

Those people who always there to share your thoughts and laughter..

Those people who are your enemies..

Those people who backstabbed you..

Those people who are very popular,,

Those people who are used to be bullied..

Those people who acted like they own part of the school or some areas in town..

Those nerds.. and geeks

Those people who are really cute during schooldays..

Those people who always thought that they are pretty..

Those bad boys..

Those cool guys..

Those people who always took the same bus with you to school but you never know her/his name until now..

Those book worms

Those crazy bitch..

Those people who is ypur cousin but you never be a good friend just because her school and your school are rival..

Those innocent people...

Those classy seniors..

Those jocks...

Those sportsman..

Those people who are your neighbour

and the list goes on..

I am smiling now..

I am really happy to see that they made it till now.. =)

Some of them building a career..

Some of them building a family..

Some of them busy partying..

Some of them still a nerd..

Some of them migrated..

Some of them are still studying..

Some of them are into business..

Some of them are in love...

Even some of them are just do nothing at home..

Regardless of what they are doing now, I am still glad.. the memory is still there..:)

Whether it was a good one or the bad one.. I believed that the experience thaught us till now..

Heh!

The memories are priceless...

*I wish that I could turn back the time and enjoying that moment again...*

Finally

I never feel so relieved.

After few months..

Last nite..

I finally let it go.

Woahhhh...

The distractions will go away.

The memories will not comes to mind.

Not anymore...

Lets forget about it.

As I said before...

History will be never a newstory. 

=)

Its time to look for the replacement.

Better dan much much more better than the last one and must be worth it!

I guess I am ready now.

Really I am

Breakup and Makeup story.

This note commenting activities need to be stopped.

I don't think it is relevant anymore.

Me- Not your friend who you could ask.. How are you bla bla bla those kind of stuff.

Enough with the action.

I need no more.

That  is why I do not reply  the next next comments. =)

(also immidiately untagged myself from the notes aaaaannnnddd delete all my comments..)

Btw,

I'm wearing mascara today.

Hahaha..

Is that supposed to be a big deal?

Yer..yer..

I feel like something is sitting on my eyelashes!

Heh!

I am not makeup kinda gal but,I do have my own make up set.

 (What for?? Buying as simply as buying...-Women's attitude..Pretty normal! :P)

I seldomly wearing any make up.

I just dont really fancy to paint my face everyday..

and now.. just because I had to attend that interview.. I have to wear it.

Ok.. Now..

My eyes now feel heavy..

My lips pouty unintentionally.

Haha..

And my face is oily.

Really..

Luckily my dress makes me feel pretty!

Yikes!

Classic eh??  =D

What the heck?

Nak ajak aku berborak pulak....

Xxx Xxx ntah la....baca balik notes dulu2... rase Miss pulak.. cik lea okay..?

Perlu ke???

Notification di pagi hari

Dikejutkan dengan Facebook notification ini..  

 

Lxxx Xxx also commented on her note "what about.....".

23:21

dengan ayat ini;

Lxxx Xxx

hmm i guess that i miss sumbody here..... ;-(

(pada nota yang dia buat lama dulu dengan mentagged aku)

Ok.Agak pelik. Kenapa "rindu" sedangkan dia sedap berpelukan dengan si amphibian bantal yang dipanggil BB  itu setiap malam...

Heeeeeiih... Geli lahhh!!

lalu  aku dengan sarkastiknya menjawab;

Lea Anif

really?

Demo what???

I was told by most of the KLrians that they were stucked in a very very very bad traffic last Saturday.

Ok. Expected.

Most major roads in KL. You can't even enter it. Not even by walking.. 

It was hellwyre. The FRUs..Police..was everywhere.

Sogo/Campbell/Pertama Complex was shut down immediately.

Crazy isnt it?

I wonder what is the point of having a demonstration in the middle of KL where those places are;

Malays community  and /or

Muslim business areas..(regardsless what are their races,But most of them are muslim rite?)

Why don't they do it in Petaling Street or Brickfileds?

Say No to ISA?

Do it in the right way!

Demonstration is not a good way I guess.. 

Do you like the world to see how "monkey" we are?

Do you like any neighbour to know how "uncivilize" we are?

and most importantly..

Do you like people to disturb your business in your teritory?

Hello??

Whats the point??

Or maybe these idiots just love the 

"GAS PEMEDIH MATA"

Seriously stupid.

~ Last Sturday, I was so freaking in LOVE with DUKE.. thanks to the government! I don't even have to be in most major roads to reach KL...hehe..

Lagi cerita hujung minggu

Hujung minggu yang sangat penuh jadual.

Jumaat

KJ-KL(Jalan Pahang)-Glenmarie,(Sime Darby Auto Bavaria) SA-KL-Damansara-Tropicana-KJ

Sabtu

KJ-Tropicana-Kota Damansara-Keramat-Damansara-Keramat-KJ

Ahad

KJ- Keramat- KL (Sogo/Campbell/Wisma Yakin/Pertama)- Damansara (The Curve)- Tropicana-KJ

Akibatnya;

• Tidur tak cukup.
  
• Kaki sakit
  
• Badan Leguh
  
• Bilik tak berkemas
  
• Baju tak hantar dobi lagi.
  

Cuma yang bestnya, Hutang Bulanan dah disettlekan.

Sampai sekarang-penat.

Nampak macam sofa biru dioffice memanggil2.. Hehe..

*Snooze kejap*