Friday, April 29, 2011

Terjemahan lagu - Price Tag


Sekarang semua orang letakkan harga...
Aku pelik macammana diorg rasa...
Bila duit jadi no 1
Kebenaran dibelakangkan
Berhentilah dulu dan senyumlah!

Kenapa serius sangat ni?
Nak buat perangai misteri lagi
Cermin mata kau pakai
Dengan kasut kau yang tinggi bagai
Tapi kau tak happy pun kan??

Semua orang tengok kiri (yeah)
Semua orang tengok kanan (ha)
Dapat ke kau rasa (yeah)
Cinta itu dibayar malam ini...

Ini bukan pasal duit duit duit..
Kitaorang taknak kau punya duit..duit..duit..
Kita cuma nak buat dunia berjoget...
dan Lupakan pasal duit

Ni bukan pasal (uh) Cha-Ching Cha-Ching.
dan juga bukan pasal (yeah) Ba-Bling Ba-Bling
Kita cuma nak ajak kau berjoget
dan Lupakan pasal duit...


Okay!
Jom tengok dulu- dulu
Bila muzik jadi penyatu..
Ini bukan cakap kosong atau main-main
Ke aku sorang yang dah... penat?
Apesal semua nak obses?
Duit tak boleh beli kebahagiaan.. (ye ke??)
Boleh tak relax dan berseronok kejap?
Semuanya akan selamat...

Ni bukan pasal (uh) Cha-Ching Cha-Ching.
dan juga bukan pasal (yeah) Ba-Bling Ba-Bling
Kita cuma nak ajak kau berjoget
dan Lupakan pasal duit...

Thursday, April 28, 2011

My last "break-up" session on April

I am much relieved.
Really.
I didn't eat a lot last nite.
I am waiting for its end.

Yesterday, was my last "break-up" session for the month.
Hopefully, I'll be doing a lot of "make-up" session for the next 8 months in 2011.

Thank you Mummy for your help.
Thank you kaklong for your courage.
I know, without you guys..I wouldn't be able to do this alone.

It was one of the biggest mistake in my life.
I am so sorry to messing some areas in your mind for a quite sometimes.
I learnt a lesson.
I should be much matured in the future.

Thank you again Mummy, Kaklong, Abah, Keen, Ngah for the support and the "cleaning-alia's-shit" session.
I owe you guys..BIG TIME!
Thank you friends and siblings for the support and for the time...

Alhamdulillah.
=)

Everything (related to this) has come to an end.
Lets move on...shall we? :-)

Tuesday, April 26, 2011

Tiga duri dihati bonda


Mempunyai 3 orang adik beradik perempuan bukanlah seseronok yang disangka.
Ramai sangat perempuan dalam rumah memang tak syok!

Mak kata, "kami ini tiga duri di hati bonda".
Hayatilah muka satu mak dara dan dua lagi anak dara dalam gambar di atas.
Sama kah?

Aku suka bila orang kata muka aku tak sama dengan dorang.
Ahahaha..
Masa kecik, dorang selalu kata, aku ni anak angkat. Mak abah jumpa dekat tong sampah.
Boleh?
Usikan tu membawa sampai ke besar.
Dorang kata aku anak Cina lah! Anak pungut lah! Anak Lim Goh Tong lah!
Sampai da besar, dorang kata nak buat DNA test sebab dorang kata aku bukan anak mak abah!
Boleh camtu?

Dulu-dulu kalau kena usik..sampai menangis eh.
Merajuk tak tentu pasal sebab percayakan apa dorang2 ni kata,termasuk Abang aku, Ngah yang selalu jadi "kepala" dalam konteks usik mengusik dan kutuk mengutuk.

Mak dengan abah selalu gelak sampai susah nak pastikan "betul ke aku ni anak mak ngn abah?"
Disebabkan dorang selalu panggil aku as anak angkat..Nama panggilan pun jadi "Nyonya"
Tak cute eh! Menyampah!

Ada adik beradik ramai memang tak best. Walaupun adik beradik ada 4 orang je.
Aku pernah bercita-cita nak jadi anak tunggal! Ahahaha..Tak pun..jadi anak last!
Tapi bila difikir balik, things happen for a reason...
Kalau aku jadi anak last..sah-sah kena duduk dekat JB teman Mak ngn Abah ..tak boleh ke mana2..macam adik aku skarang.
Oh..sangat tak best!

Gambar ini diambil last week sewaktu kunjungan meraka ke Kota Berlumpur yang tak best tapi ada freedom ni =)
Wedding adik kawan baik kaklong, Shasha.

Sambil menyelam, minum air.
Mereka datang memeriahkan dan menyemarakkan hujung minggu kelam dan kepam aku disini.
Bahagia bila sekali sekala dorang datang.
Tapi, penat nak jadi driver.
Kalau boleh..satu KL nak dipusingnya!
Takde apa pun KL ni..ishk!

Bila mereka balik..aku rasa sunyi. Hmm...

Tiga adik beradik perempuan memang lah membuatkan hingar bingar.
Volume masing2 sangatlah kuat.
Bingit kalau kami semua bersama.
Semua nak cakap...siapa nak dengar?

Yang sebelah kiri sekali, Kaklong.
Mummy kepada Todt yang bossy dan sangat tough.
Kalau kau suruh aku jadi dia..memang tak boleh la kan!
Ibu tunggal yang rajin cari duit untuk kesenangan diri dan anak lelaki yang seorang tu.
Manusia puitis dan juga jadi tukang karut untuk sekelian manusia dalam family.
Dia "abah's pet" dan dia juga selalu jadi "benchmark" dalam kehidupan kami semua.

Yang sebelah kanan sekali pulak adik aku, Keen.. yang da macam kakak aku.
Beza umur -5 tahun..tapi kalau keluar ..orang mesti kata dia kawan aku.
Mak sayang dia sebab dia yang teman mak kat rumah bila abah outstation..
Dia la driver mak..tukang beli barang..tukang teman mak layan tgk tv..geng gaduh dengan mak.
Adik aku ni cikgu tadika..tapi kalau bab melawa ..kalah penyanyi kelab malam! Aahaha =)
Stylo dan ikut trend, tak macam aku yang selekeh dan malas nak melawa.
Matured and understanding..tapi keras kepala.

Hm.. satu kakak, satu adik...campur aku.. 3!
Perangai tak sama...kelaku lain2..tapi dalam hati, kami sayang antara satu sama lain.
Cuma...sayang kami tak diucapkan melalui mulut.
Ia keluar dari perbuatan.
Tiga duri di hati bonda inilah yang selalu buat Abah ketawa dan Mak senyum juga menangis(selalunya)!
=)

Monday, April 25, 2011

Till death do us apart.

I love my nephew
April 2011

Friday, April 22, 2011

Reasons that can make you smile =)

There are 1001 reasons that make you smile

As for me, meeting the siblings- therapy with the best friends, relaxing at home, DVD marathon during weekends and spending quality time with Todt are some of the reasons that can make you smile..the list will be go on and on and on..without the full stop.

Last night, I am adding another reason that can make me smile..widely.
It was not only make my smile become wider but it was also a part of self-esteem booster in my life.

I always tot that I was not meticulous enough, not excellent and could be a "headless chicken" when comes to work in my previous company.
Yet, a compliment received from one of my ex-client who called and give some rambling about the girl who replaced me.

He was furiously mad to her due to the deliverance of work and the lacked of "PR" skills
and the best part comes when he said...
"......this is when I miss Alia...."

One simple sentence could make me smile widely.
This particular client was so used to my style in servicing them.
We became friends when we working together.
This is my favourite client actually..;-)
and plus..we speak the same language.
That is why we are cool to each other.

I told him that -she is new and please give her few more chances.
Advise him to forward his concern and madness to her immediate boss and I believe that things will be better in the future ;-)

See? how important the communication in our lives.
PR itu penting yer!

I am smiling now..
Now, I know that I wasn't an idiot at all when comes to work.
and appreciation like this can boost my self esteem especially when it comes from the client himself.
=)

Thank you Mr. Client..you make my day!
Hiks!

Communications make things easier! =D

Thursday, April 21, 2011

Rush hour, Cheap Lunch but Precious Session

Even just for an hour, I am glad to be there with them.

We had to meet at KLCC since Esah is having the shooting for the "orang minyak hijau" 's corporate video and my current office is located 4 mins drive from the twin towers :)
Mini, coco and Nene had to drive from SAA to KLCC.

My "rush" lunch date with the siblings on Thursday=)
Met my ex-client at the shooting area, talked and laughed with them..
The laughter continues during our cheap lunch session at Kedai Mesra next to the PCC.

Quickly we finish our lunch, we continue with our "smoko" session in front of the Petronas Twin Towers.
I really miss this session with them.
Feel sad inside but I need to rush back to the office since my lunch hour is only from 1-2pm :(


Me and them (minus Azfar whos snapping the photo)during our smoko session.

The people that I RINDU A LOT! =(

Happy meeting them even just for an hour.
I miss them so very much.
and some of the tweets makes me miss them more =)


*Waiting for the next get-together session with them! =D

I love you guys!

Wednesday, April 20, 2011

The case of the Ex

I always be in contact with most of my ex-es.
Even it take sometimes to let go the pain and grudges, I always cherish the friendship and the memories that we shared when we were together.

That is why I do not understand why some people can't be friends with their ex-es after the "break-up" session.
For me, I have to take some off-time to readjust the feelings and the scenario pertaining to my life after the horrible mess in every relationship I had.

Its really hard but I had to deal with it. Its just a "feeling" that need to be vanished from life. =)

And towards the some points, most of my ex-es are becoming my close friends which I could talk about anything and everything without boundaries.
Still, some of my ex-es are can't be reachable due to the difficulties like "the wife", "their partner", time limitations, "family" or they purposely doesn't want to be in touch with me since I was always be the "bad guy" in the relationship =P

I am happy to see most of them are moving forward in their life. Mostly are married, building a family or attached to someone or some of them are still single.

Few mins ago, I had a tele-conversation with one of the ex-boyfriend who is still in touch with me. Happy for him to hear the news of his 1st new born baby.

Mohd Afiq Rayyan b. Juraizam Hairi (Not sure on the spelling for baby's name..hope it is correct) was born on 19th April 2011 at Selayang Hospital. I wish to visit the baby and the mother but..I don't think it would be a good idea and I doubt that the mother would like to receive me as her visitor. ;-)

Its pretty normal that I always being classified as "The other woman" due to the history and the way I bring myself..
Hmm.. People do not know what your heart says and the sincerity cant be shown and tell.:)

Regardless of anything...again..
Congrats again Ateh and Nini for the new born!
I'll send something for the baby..ok ?=)

Tempat jatuh lagi dikenang..Apatah lagi tempat ini....

I miss the place, the ambience, the laughter and especially...the PEOPLE.

Tuesday, April 19, 2011

The 10pm rules

Honestly, I am not a morning person.
I hate to wake up in the morning and I actually can't wake up in the morning.
I have been living as 'a non-morning person' for the day I was born.
In fact, all my siblings are facing the same problem (is this a problem??) Yup, we consider -waking up in the morning as a really huge deal for us.

My 3rd day in the new office.
Since the management are very strict on the matters like attendance and punctuality, I decided to be a very good employee by trying my very best to be at the office before 830 am.

Hence, it is not easy for me to reach the office before 830 am due to the location that situated in the KL golden triangle and the unpredictable traffic in the area, I had to make the '1000 pm rules' for myself.

I have been sleeping as early as I could for the past 3 nites of my employment there.
Like it or not, I just had to do it. Just to train myself to be awake as early as 630 am every weekdays.

Tired and annoying.
I love sleeping.
But I left with no choice. If I didn't sleep early, I couldn't force my body to wake up at the said time.

I am sleepy now and its only few mins plus 10.
I feel so old and luckily I am single so, I do not have any commitment that need me during the night. Hehehe.

Let me stop here before I fell asleep with phone in my hand.

Ya ampun, mengantukknyaaa! See you guys in the morning!
Goodnite :)
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Monday, April 18, 2011

What went wrong in every organization?

Since some people called me a job hopper...
I come out with my own theory...

In my 4 years experience working with in the communications area..
Starting with the Corporate Communications to the sponsorship and promotions to Exhibitions and events to Corporate Comms again to Advertising and back as Corporate Comm-ers.
I always look into the good opportunity that I had been given in life.
You only live once, lets make it full of excitement.

Ok. You could call me job hopper, "tak tahan keje", si katak lompat or whatever that possible.
In 4 years time, I had been to 6 organization.
Yet, I don't think I have found the right place for me to stay for a looooooooooooong time. :P
I have met tons of kinds of people and thousands attitude also the different kinds of workload.
Finally in my 6th organization, I simplified the most common "wrong" /mistakes in every organization.

*Please be informed that there is no such place as heaven and perfect.
Not only in your personal life, it also apply to your working life.

What went wrong in every organization?
What are the common mistakes that every organization has?
Which are the errors might imply to the dissatisfaction among the employees?

No 1.
Attitude.

No2.
The top people's knowledge

No3.
Lack of communication among themselves

No4.
The money issue

No5.
Its just the organization- sucks!


You may looked up at the CEOs or MDs of any company as your mentor in your career path.
He might be the selected and the luckiest embryo that has been choosen to sit at "that" chair due to his knowledge and success in thinking also academically excellent!

However, do you ever think that NOT all of his judgement in every respective departments are correct?
Not all direction given by them are the best compared to the ideas shared by his people which he never bother to care?
The attitude of "I-am-the-boss-and-I'm-always-right", is no longer applicable in this new era.

Then, what is the meaning of "team-work"? Is there any such thing?
Its the attitude that matters.
(Please also do not apply FAVOURITISM in your career as a BOSS)- it really sucks and employees feel like want to vomit on your face!

When you reach certain stages in life.
You always feel that you are greater than anyone else.
The Ego might kill the business, y'all!

The moment you has set certain standard in your life, you'll stop communicate with the lower level of people.
That is when you loose your sense of humour, your communications skills among your staff drown in the drain.
Pathetic right?

All that are reflects to your business.
Do you actually know that the lower level people are the most important assets in any organization?
How can they work with you when you never make an effort to even ask them common question like .....
"How are you, today?" or even give some "PR" smiles to your employer?
Oh come on! Do we have to pay your for your fake smiles? ;-)
That is why-the employees also stop communicate well among each other.(Following the "GOOD" examples from the boss)
Treat everyone -same. Be nice to your people. (You don't have to pay for that, rite? Those people are working for you...! Just...be nice,will you?)



Then only comes the "NO MONEYYYYY PART!"
When the sincerity is no longer there, people are getting lazy to work for you!
How to make money, then?
And it comes to the final part-
Your organization will lose a lot of business and It will become SUCKS!

These are common errors that most of the organization is dealing with.
Whatever it is... the top person..the spokesperson ..the NO1 person needs to take charge!

Changes are important. Just make sure that the changes are leading to the good end.
Just my 69cents based on my experiences -hopping from one to another company.
It is nothing to do with any parties or individual
I believe all that are the reasons why some organization sucks!

Tomorrow is only Tuesday..weekend is long wayyyy to go!
Happy working, people! =)

*credit to google for all the images*

Old vs New

My workplace

Old

vs


New

A lot of different.
Really, I mean..a lot!

I miss my siblings.=(

Saturday, April 16, 2011

Another Saturday's story

I had my 1st "break-up" session with my siblings in the office on last Thursday.
And yet, another "break-up" session with a good friend today.
Is April is my "break-up" month?
Hm..I guess its true since I had to deal with another "break-up" and "clean-cut" session by end of the month.

So, lets just announce..April2011 is officially my "break-up" month.
=)

Practically, I do not want to emphasis on the break-up issue, since we need to live with it.

My Saturday started as early as 8.45 am.

Breakfast and reunion session with previous previous office collegue started late due to the heavy rains.
Even just 3 of us, we've made it!
No photos taken as all of us forgot to snap since Lini was late, me and Yui had to wait for about an hour for her.

The next session ..

Pedi and mani session has always being the greatest theraphy in my whole life.
I could smile widely the moment I entered the "kuku" salon.
Me and Sabrina Aziz redeemed our present there. It was a refreshing session and now my nails are shining and Im loving it.
I would like to thank Aisya Rahman for the lovely pedicure and manicure session this morning as our belated birthday present.


One of the happiest moment in life!

Mini making faces

My unpretty feet after the session. Shining like a star! Heh!


Later after that.....
I went to see Wee wee as she need to return to her "cell" in PULAPOL for the duration of nine months.
Sad..that is all I could say.
2 weeks flew like 2 days
This is my 2nd break-up.
She needs to undergo a comprehensive training for 9 months in order for her to wear that uniform and to be called as "Inspector"
Good luck Wee wee and please make us proud!

Wee wee's last photo with her niece- few hours before she return to her "cell"

My Saturday has not yet ended.
I need to rush to LCCT later to fetch another friend who will be coming back from Jakarta.
Holiday? in middle of month? Some people are just plain rich! Sigh...

Happy berweekend everyone! (since we have another Sunday to makes us feel so"weekend")

Thursday, April 14, 2011

Ready or not.. here I am

My first day in the non-profit org.
Email pun dah sah-sah belakang dia ada "org"
Oh.. they are using my full name for my email! Wah! Sounds so professional eh!

Ready to take up the challenge?
I don't feel good since I heard my immediate boss is sending his resignation letter today.
One is having his last day.. and another one is serving his 30 days sentence!
Fcukin big mess y'all! =D

Ini dah macam cerita
"Masuk mulut rimau keluar mulut buaya"
Hahahahahahahhaha.. Ape lah nasib!
Kesian si jari 9 ni =P

By the way,
I would not like to judge everybody and everything on my first day.
I always wanted to be positive.
But, see lah! How can you be positive if this kinds of story is being around your head on your 1st day?

Not so smooth I guess.

The people?
Nahhhh!!! I believed..I am the only one at my age.
The gen X...the rest are the gen Y with stiff faces and I have to accept the fact that they are not friendly. They don't talk at all.

Ahh..
I miss my people in the old place. But not the work. :P
I do nothing today.
Its 12.19 pm and what I did was yming-gtalking-facebooking-twittering and writing here.

Oh. Not everything is a bad thing here.
I managed to received one notebook! Yahooooooooooooooooooooo!!!
Finally I have a laptop where I could use it anywhere.

Hm.. My seating also is not that bad.
Office scenario...?
Practically its like one of the "gomen office"
Selipar seret, tudung lady, makcik kepam, pakcik bantal and people who give you fake smiles and pretenders!

Am I ready to take up the challenge?
Ready or not..here I am.
"Saya akan buat yang terbaik"- My ass!
I know the workload is not the major issue!
People issue is the main agenda.

I'll give some timeline due to this scenario.
"If you cant beat them..please join them..
If you cant join them.. just leave"

I am not complaining, but I am telling.
Its all about the money- that's y I am here.

Lets see...how many months can I survive here.
People's perception..-Go to hell.
I need to learn the trade and tricks of the pretenders here.

I decided not to talk at all.
Talk when necessary.
Give them the "smiles" and start talking to my friends via internet.
Stop judging..do my work and lets see..how long can I lasts this time around.

Hm...

Not so good Friday then.
If God is still testing me.. I know He knows the best!
and I also know a lot of people will be LAUGHING OUT LOUD (lol) to me now.
Since your life and my life is in the different path. I wouldn't mind you LOL to me. No offence!
Please do so! *wink*

Happy berweekend, people!

Wednesday, April 13, 2011

Rhythm of my last day here



Melodramatic right?
As if I couldn't meet them forever. Heh!

But deep inside, its hard to explain.
You will not understand the bonding that we made till today.

Its not the first time I left an organization.
I don't know how to say this.
But they are the best colleagues I ever had

Crying inside is much more pain.
You can't see but you can feel it.

I wanted to see them as often as I can.
I am scared to loose them
I am afraid to be at the new place (again)

But I just have to do it.


Goodbye my siblings.
Thank you for making me be part of the team.

Life goes on but you remain in my heart.

Sedih oi!
Aku benci la sedih-sedih macam nih!
=((

My last entry in this office
Will try to write something in the new office starting 15th

The "6th" last day

Sad.

Feeling so sad and more sad when reading this

I know...we still can meet each other outside.
But it'll never be the same :(

I love you guys very much!

Monday, April 11, 2011

2x Sedih

Aku benci nak cerita sedih.
Aku benci nak dengar cerita sedih.
Siapa-siapa pun tak suka benda-benda "sedih" dan menyedihkan.

Sedih itu perasaan.
Perasaan yang senang sangat dirasai oleh umat manusia dalam dunia ini.

Minggu ni aku akan rasa sedih secara "double"
2 x sedih.
Berpisah itu sangat menyedihkan.
Betul?
Meninggalkan dan ditinggalkan sangat menyedihkan.

Hidup memang selalu sedih.
Mana ada hidup yang bahagia 24 jam + 24 jam berturut2?

Double sedih datang pada minggu yang sama bila aku nak meninggalkan dan ditinggalkan oleh manusia2 dibawah ini.

Sebelah kanan sekali tu akan meninggalkan sebab nak masuk balik pusat latihan selama 9 bulan sebelum jadi Inspektor
Tiga selepas dari kanan sekali itu yang akan aku tinggalkan di pejabat bermula hari Rabu ni.
Double sedih

Tak ada perkataan lagi nak taip.
Sedih

Hujan lebat sama lebat macam hati aku menangis.
Eh..hati boleh menangiskah?
Puitis sungguh!
Hahaha =P

Aksi Saiko Malam Minggu

Jadual Hujung Minggu Penuh.
Aksi malam minggu bila adik datang menyemak di rumah dan housemate yang sakit membuatkan aku melepaskan penat dengan membuat aksi-aksi saiko dan mereka menyukainya. Hahaha. Kasihan kena jadi badut!

Menggunakan equipment seperti kasut wedges warna putih adik aku yang baru dan tanduk setan kepunyaan housemate yang dibeli sewaktu kunjungannya di I-city, dua bulan lalu.





Trying Hard to be The Sexy Satan.

Happy Monday, people!

Friday, April 8, 2011

Read my Lips yang suka menconteng

I bet most of you know her.
She hide her new home from me until she finally told me about her existent.
Heh!

Regardless of anything..
She is also one of my good friend.

Welcome back FNY to my virtual life!

Let's read.
Wehee!
Missing the words and the sarcasm so very much!


I hate to feel the sadness

I hate to feel the sadness. Especially towards the weekend.
But,her writing today makes me feel sad.
I cried..(literally).

Leaving the good people is not something that anybody would like to do.
Especially when you are at the peak of happiness.
The people that you see more often that you see your own family.
The workplace bring us together.
  • Mini
  • Coco
  • Esah
  • Aspa
Again..My friends are my family here

Damn you Aisya for making me cry! (Again..literally)

Thursday, April 7, 2011

Boost me up!

Since I do not have much work to do...
I actually did a lot of "googling" activities

In fact, I "Googled" myself (self-indulgent activity)
Just to see, what the Internet has for me.. and look at what I have found..


Woohoo!!
I always live in a sorrow scenario where the level of self esteem is not as high as my voice.
Thinking about being stupid all the time is not good for myself.

But, this could boost my self esteem at least for few days.
This is my life achievement.
At least for being one of the Curtin Graduates at at age of 22 in 2007.

It makes me smile for few hours.
Sometimes you just need to boost yourself with something that could make you proud.
Despites of other negativity that comes.

Thank you Internet.

You make my day =)
Hiks!

Yui

Lelaki dalam gambar ini BUKAN BOYFRIEND aku.
BUKAN ABANG aku
BUKAN SEPUPU aku
BUKAN juga siapa-siapa yang ada pertalian darah ataupun pertalian hati dengan aku.

Tapi dia adalah antara manusia yang selalu ada dengan aku.
Antara yang rapat dalam banyak-banyak yang rapat dengan aku.
Sepertimana yang semua tahu dan lagi sekali statement yang aku suka sangat nak letak...."my friends are my family here"

Nick name dia Yui.
Nama kampung dia. Takpe, dia kata dia tau dia kampung..tapi dia bangga je!

Aku kenal dia masa kerja kat office lama.
Mamat ni memang pendiam.
Sangat la pendiam macam ada emas dalam mulut.
Dia nak kawan dengan aku pun mula-mula guna YM.

Dia lah tukang punchkan card aku bila aku terlambat (atau sengaja lambat)
Dia jugakla member breakfast dan lunch sama-sama (sampai sekarang-kadang2)
Dia jugaklah "bank rakyat" aku kalau keadaan sangat menyesakkan.
Dia jugakla mekanik dan tukang adjust benda kecik-kecik untuk kereta aku.
Dia jugaklah plumber and orang yang buat wiring umah lama dan rumah sekarang.
Dia jugaklah tempat cerita sedih,duka nestapa dan juga cerita gembira.
Dia jugakla tempat aku mengarut sana sini, cakap bukan2 dan gelak macam2.

Pendek kata, dia antar manusia yang paling banyak tolong aku semenjak dua tiga tahun hidup aku kat KL ni.
Dia tak banyak cakap. (redundant)
Dia suka senyum.
Dia boleh terima apa je aku cakap (yang ye dan yang tak)

Dia lelaki baik.
Kawan lelaki yang ada sama-sama masa tengah ketawa dan menangis.

Cuma, dia suka merajuk.
Ahahahahahaha.
Aku tahu dia mesti baca tulisan aku yang ini. =P
Aku selalu tak layan kalau dia merajuk.
Kasehan.

Yui.
Itulah kawan aku.
Kau ingat senang nak dapat kawan macam ni?

Wednesday, April 6, 2011

Tatkala Kuala Lumpur lumpuh trafiknya

Aku masih stuck di pejabat.
6.15 petang.

Semenjak dua lepas menghantar "surat cinta" kepada boss, aku makin malas nak stay lama-lama di pejabat.
Nak suruh buat apa lagi?
Tapi kadang kala terpaksa juga stay back.
Dan kadangkala juga stay back for nothing.
Sementara menanti adik beradik lain menyiapkan kerja2 mereka, aku mainlah internet sepuas mungkin.
Facebook selantak boleh, Tweet sebanyak boleh dan juga buat internet research untuk kepentingan peribadi yang tak ada kena mengena dengan sesiapa pun.

Tapi hari ini, aku stayback lagi.
Tak tahu pukul berapa boleh balik.
Tiada siapa yang menghalang.
Tak ada siapa yang tahan.
Cuma kota metropolitan ini sedang lumpuh akibat kenderaan yang membanjiri jalan-jalan utama.

Hujan.
Bila hujan aje, KL lumpuh!
Itu kan standard.
Tiada yang pelik.

Tapi, hari ini dengar kata..ada yang termuntah-muntah dalam kereta.
Disebabkan kereta mereka tidak bergerak walau seinci pun.
Terutamanya mereka-mereka yang tersangkut di Jalan Tun Razak.
Jalan tulang belakang untuk segala maha jalan dalam KL sekalipun!
Kenyataan muntah diatas adalah tipu. Jangan percaya.

Itukan bidalan.
=)

Tinggal 6 hari sebelum kerusi yang aku duduk sekarang ini takkan lagi aku duduki.
Tak payah cerita pasal perasaan.
Jelak!

Bukan soal nak berhenti kerja aku nak sampaikan disini.
Bukan juga soal keadaan trafik di Kuala Lumpur yang semakin hari semakin menggila!

Tapi soal gambar.
Bila browse PC kokak yang pejabat pinjamkan untuk aku ni, aku perasan, banyak gambar-gambar yang aku save kan didalam CPUnya.

Hakikatnya, gambar menyimpan sejuta kenangan manis.
Lagi sekali, kenyataan..
Kawan-kawan adalah keluarga aku disini.

Melihat dan menghayati gambar-gambar sebelum kejadian dan selepas kejadian disamun bersenjata itu, hati jadi sayu.
Hati yang besar boleh jadi kecik.
Kasihan dengan sendiri.

Aku benci nak tgk gamba masadalam hospital.
Aku benci tengok gamba masa sebelum kena parang dengan penyamun2 jahanam
dan aku benci tengok gamba aku sekarang.

Boleh?
Melankoli betul.
Tapi tu la hakikatnya.
Trauma sampai bulan ke 6 masih tak hilang2.

Mungkin nampak aku ketawa.
Jarang nampak aku sedih.
Tapi hati da berderai seribu.

Kau tahu?:P

Kurang dari 12 jam selepas aksi berparang bagai dengan manusia yang tuhan gerakkan hati dia untuk serang aku
Tawakal Hospital -Room 801.
11.10.10
9.00 pagi.

*Credit utk Esah sebab amikkan gambar aku yang masa tu tak rasa sedih pun! Siap gelak lagi. Heh.

Wee wee for two weeks!

Ingat tak dapat jumpa 9 bulan 10 hari..
Tup tup dia balik sebab PULAPOL tengah buat pembersihan kawasan.
Dua minggu cuti its like a "halelujah" untuk bakal inspektor ni.

Wee wee...
muka dah jadi lain
Rambut sangat style.
Dia kata rambut dia pendek betul.
Takde la pendek sangat...

Kalu tengok gambar2 yang dia sempat snap dalam dorm diorang..
Masyallah..semua rambut kontot2 ye.
Takut!

Untuk you wee wee, aku rasa ok lagi kut! Tak la buruk sangat rambut tu. Nampak muda dan macam budak2.
Rupa si bakal Inspektor. Tabik Inspektor Nuraini! =)

Jangan risau, dia bebas dari segala virus bukan2..sudah diverifiedkan oleh doktor. Kalau tak, mahunya aku nak g jumpa dia amik gambar, share air, peluk segala? Memang tak la kan!

Dia cakap tak berhenti2..Cerita macam2..Sampai tak cukup masa nak cerita! Hahaha. Hidup kita kat luar ni memang tak sama dengan diorang yang kat dalam PULAPOL tu.

Takpe la Wee wee, kita sambung cerita lagi ok? 14 hari rasanya cukup untuk cerita semua kan?:)

Glad you're back! We really miss you!
Makes us proud, will you?

Tuesday, April 5, 2011

7 days left

Bukan suka nak mengira hari.

Sedih
Takut
Suka

Bercampur baur.
Macam rojak asma, rojak buah dan rojak mamak tepi jalan yang sedap bila dimakan di waktu tengahhari.


Mereka panggil aku job hopper.
Takpela.
Janji bukan grasshopper!

Life is about surviving.
Experiences is much important.
Money is the major issue!

I am not going to say this
"Can't wait for the new job!"
or this
"Waiting for the new environment..new people bla bla bla bla"

Thats a bullshit!
Why?
I need more money in order to sustain my life in the city.
Thats all.

Plus, need new courage to live as a normal person.
If u were in my shoes, I bet you'll do the same.
=)

I'm going to miss all of them.
Really bad.
Cause they are not my friends..but they are my family.

Sabtuku. (Baca dari bawah ke atas)

Si juling. Serious tak tau nama dia apa! :D

"Aku nak makan sushi!! Aku nak makan sushi!" Yelah!!!!!


Nampak tangan dia? Bannga betul nak sokong film Malaysia yang sangat hampeh ni!

Film yang hanya ada 7 orang dalam panggung (termasuk kami) Hebatkan?:P

Kegemaran kami

Hari Sabtu bermula seawal 8.30 pagi
Aktiviti bersama Budak Kejam Suka Conteng (yang telah lama aku sejak kejadian samun bersenjata tahun lalu..)


*Bukan aku tak sayang kau..Aku sayang la..cuma banyak sangat masalah melanda.Terima kasih kerana memahami. =((

Friday, April 1, 2011

"April Fool's Day" is just for the Fool!


I used to be the one who waited for April Fool's day every year.
and also be one of the scariest person on earth when comes to April Fool's day.

That was looonggg loooonggg looonggg time ago.
Back in the school days, I was one of the satan who always pranked people around me with the fools jokes and also be the victim of some idiotic people who loves this 1st April Day.

Today, as it reached the 1st April..I am no longer afraid.

Its just the 1st April of the year.
Nothing special.

I believed that April Fools day is just for the fools.
Why should you prank people only on the 1st day of April every year?
Why not doing it everyday like what I did to my people in the office?

Pathetically, some people think that their victim can't be mad on the 1st April.
I am thankful that my people, can't even be mad ..everyday!

We are the victim and we make some other people as our victim everyday.
These people that I have been seeing for the past 11 months are a group of greatest people in my whole life.

Prank them..
Laugh at them..
Make fun at them...
They will never have the urge to mad at you..
(It is only applied to our people..not outsider)

So, why wait for the 1st April to make fun of people around you?
Unlike me...I could make fun of them at anytime!

Because we love each other, we are like a long lost family and you'll never be like a fool when you could prank your people anywhere..anytime!

My people..-soon to be missed! :((